Heaven's not a place that you go when you die
It's that moment in life when you actually feel alive
So live for the moment
And take this advice, live by every word
Love is just a hoax so forget anything that you have heard
And live for the moment now
Nick will philosophize here, so skip it if you may get pissed off, cuz i really dont want to piss anyone else off, shocking i know! but teenagers shouldnt try to find love, because when they do they have no idea what the hell to do with it. None at all. Teenage years should be years of living for the moment, not worrying about what will happen tommorrow. Like when i snuck down to birmingham. If i had thought of the probablyity of being caught, would i have gone? no. however I lived for the moment, and had an amazing time. Thats what the teenage years should be. letting go, having fun, making yourself happy. Not worrying about stuff like comitment and love. That is for later in life, in high school relations do not last (exceptions i know, kev and rachel, Z and sully, Luke and s-puppy) So next time you are thinking about getting into a relation that will be deep and full of comitment, live for the moment, just go have fun. the next time you are thinking of not taking a risk that would be fun, live for the moment. The next time you are wondering, Is this the right thing to do? Do what feels good, because if it feels good it can't be that wrong. I know this is contrary to alot of things I have said before, and alot of you, actutally particullarly claire will be like no this is wrong, what is nick thinking. but step back for a second, and think on it. When else in life will you be able to be impulsive? Are you really capable of fully loving someone, and are they capable of returning it. Never and probably not. so go out, have fun, drive down to detroit to see the girl you want more than anything, and fool around with her. Its what i think, kill me for it :-)
today my school basically ended, i turned teh chem paper in. I was so releived that i skipped the first part of 2nd hour to go to espresso and get a mocha, i asked wazz if she wanted some, and she said she didnt trust me not to put something in it. :-o. So im like wait, you'll let brendan sinclair make your coffee, but not me bring it to you, he has done ten times more crap than I've ever done. but nope she didnt want it. Im gonna go back to school for the last poetry club meeting of the year. *tear* I'll miss elyse as our official scribe. I go to visit UM on tuesday. Interview with their honors college about scholarships. So yah thats about all
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-Nick