Kristen spilled her soul
1.) I have loved the same girl for almost 2 and a half years
2.) The first 2 things i said after i saw her were, damn how did her ex get a girl that hot, and damn i wanna fuck her
3.) I still wanna fuck her
4.) I think she loved me too, but often time I doubt that because of my own insecurities
5.) I drove 250 miles to see her wihtout my rents knowing, without having driven on the highway before
6.) Im still not going to tell anyone except shelley and katie what happened that night
7.) I think she doesn'e put as much effort into trying to see me as I do her
8.) There is about a 50-50 chance I will never see her again
9.) Im still pissed that she decided not to go ot summer camp, cuz now Im out about 2000 bucks
10.) I realized she was too good for me
11.) Everytime I fool around with anyone else I feel guilty
12.) Everytime I dream it is of what happened that night i drove down to see her
13.) I lie to myself
14.) I lie to everyone else
15.) Ive told people I like them when I really dont
16.) I stuck tweezers in an electrical socket, and survived
17.) Everytime i have an acid and a base I mix them so i can see bubbles
18.) I listen to Spill Canvas and Hawthorne Heights when I need to just scream
19.) I play 50 cent in my car and I rap along too
20.) I truly believe that there is 1 person out there who is your soulmate
21.) I do believe in god
22.) I have made many decisions I regret
23.) Chief among them is focusing so much on aforementioned girl that i let my relation with claire slip away
24.) Also the lie to Lindz about what Missy said
25.) Mexican Audrey is another big regret
26.) I got a buzz cut Freshmen year, the aforementioned girl wouldnt talk to me afterward, and some of her friends havent talked to me since
27.) The Liegib twins said the cut looked sexy
28.) I dont think I could ever have a 3-way
29.) I wrote a book on how to preform oral sex
30.) I wish my dick was bigger
31.) In 7th grade I made up a girlfriend named Ali Baker
32.) I left Dave's house when we were doing a project for a date with her cuz I was pissed at bowlin
33.) I miss bowlin more than I miss anyone else
34.) Bowlin and I had only ever lost a total of 2 euchre games all middle school
35.) I often cheat when I play euchre, I'll see a bauer and Ill put it as the 3rd card so my partner gets it.
36.) I often think all my friends hate me
37.) I have gotten drunk alone
38.) I wish that my friends did more, and that they included me more
39.) I watch a south park episode every night before I go to bed
40.) The more I think about it I dont love her anymore
41.) I still want her like incredible ammounts
42.) But I'm never going to see her again, I don't love her
43.) I think that is the honest truth.
44.) I do still worry about her, she tries too hard to fit in, and is going to do some dumb things
45.) To quote dashboard I wish i was anyhwere with anyone making out
46.) After prom my mom said my next gf either has to be claire, kristen, or jenna
47.) Jenna is out, Claire doesn't like me, and Im just not close enough to Kristen to think about that
48.) So my mom will be hostile to my next girlfriend.
49.) I count the days till college
50.) I get emotionally attatched too easily
51.) I think with my dick too often
52.) I do not like the person that I am
53.) I think our freshmen class has some DAMN hot girls
54.) I think the most mautre person I know is a freshman
55.) I confided some of my secrets in my spanish teacher, and she asked me for advice in her sex life
56.) If you are still reading this IM me and say snickerdoodle
57.) I have hurt many people
58.) I wish my nose was smaller
59.) I cheated on my latin exam, I had all the nouns and declensions and cases and verbs on a sheet that i looked in to fill in hte chart
60.) I still got a B
61.) Katie gave me a copy of the western Lit bible multiple choice questions before the test
62.) I got 6/10 cuz krut's multiple choice suck
63.) I get really really horny when Im drunk
64.) The thing I like most about girls is confidence, I dont like it when I compliment a girl and she says no it isnt true
65.) Im not gonna lie, if a girl isnt hot I wont date her, I look for other things to, but I wont say that the most imporatnt thing is personality, it is a plus, but the most important thing is physical attraction.
66.) I say I'm not gonna lie too much
67.) I get really mad when others steal my jokes then tell them to me.
68.) Sean Haney is probably the most attractavie man I know
69.) Katie Toskey is easily the most attractavie woman
70.) I wrote down all the answers on an econ test for courtney, so she wouldnt be held back a grade
71.) Im loud and i talk alot and i think Im funny when Im drunk
72.) My mom found my pipe, she said it was nicer than hers was
73.) The only thing I like about UM is that marijuana is decriminalized
74.) That and the fact that if Joe does go there, him Dave Brady and I will room together.
75.) Think about that for a second...... yah amazing eh?
76.) I still want court to go there and I'd drop that in a second if she did
77.) I can't explain my attraction to her
78.) I beleive heaven is not a place you go when you die, it is that moment in life when you touched her and you felt alive
79.) I beleive anyone who has ever been in love knows what I mean
80.) I left Cranbrook because Court and her friends wouldnt talk to me over the buzz cut
81.) If that night with Stephanie would have gone well, I would have stayed
82.) I always wonder what would have happened if I would have stayed
83.) I want a girl to hold, to cuddle, to go on midnight walks, to stare at the stars, who won't force me into sexual actions too soon
84.) I honestly mean that above one, I know its weird for guys to say, but its true
85.) I beleive your girlfriend has to be your friend first
86.) I have never had a really passionate multiple hours long makeout session
87.) My dad doesnt love me
88.) Im up in the air on my mom, I know she worries about me, i think she loves me
89.) I have serious clinical depression, that I take pills for
90.) I am a perfectionist who puts insane amounts of presure on himself
91.) I demand perfection from myself, i was not happy with my 1540 or my 35
92.) Sometimes I want others to fail for selfish reasons, I feel bad but its true
93.) I sometimes get pleasure from other peoples sadness
Ok im done for now I may add more later
-Nick