i hate the feeling that you're not needed anymore, and that the person you love so much, just doesn't love you the way you thought, or they did... but they don't anymore, just because they dont need to or want to.. they just dont need you like they did before... and after you tell them that you love them and bye... they just go "bye" and log off ( Read more... )

i'm having another bad morning

kill me <3

and i miss my saben :(

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fuck my family

i dont care

but i am in a decent mood, thanks to kevynnn :D

To make everyone else around me happy. i'm giving up my computer time, until my dad hooks up the shitty mac's, i wont be on, go me. and that will be awhile

I love you saben

ok, well, heres the dl. I work CONSTANTLY for my parents, or my aunt, or some family member, and when i need ten minutes to myself, to just collect myself, because well i'm fifteen and need some time to myself, oh wait EVERYONE NEEDS THAT, i get guilt tripped and feel like shit. so yeah, i'm booked constantly for doing stupid shit that i never ( Read more... )

i'm doing alot of stupid stuff lately, and i like it.

i need kevyn

i'm really fed up with it, usually i'm fed up, then i get over it, and then the cycle repeats, this time, i can't get over it and its really annoying, but i guess, thats from NOT dealing with it, maybe because it can't be dealt with..

i want to die.

kthxbye.

a few of you know why, the others, i just dont feel like typing, i feel like i've been beaten, yesterday was my break of the summer i guess..

i hate my life.

i feel really cute right now

even though i need to lose some wieght :S

oh well i wish saben was on..