"today is the first day of my life ( Read more... )

omfg

i DID IT

NEW LAY OUT

new aim

hXc WHO

yep. i rock ;)

<333

i hung out with blake last night (<3) and yep it was fun, he tried to make me fall in the mud while i was intoxicated ! ! :O lol thats ok though ( Read more... )

iiiiii dont care anymore

you know why?

because

i'm stupid

and i dont give a fuck and i chose to make bad choices when i'm feeling bad

and i like it <3

i'm so high <3

other than that,

i do drugs to eliminate things in my life

when i'm happy.. i dont smoke...

or when i have a reason not to..

i dont

so i'm happy being high <3

BLEH

yeah.

i shouldn't be sad about that

its.. i dunno

stupid

but whatever

maybe things will change in my favor

right now i doubt that,

but... whatever

i have some hope

dont you love when you have something, thats nice, that is all you can think about? but its ok! because... it makes you feel so good?

yeah. i love it

and i love music

almost to much <3 ( Read more... )

i have a crush on a boy with a mowhawk

he's hot as fuck.

he's a lil punker

him in eyeliner would be a bad situation for me. :)

i notice

when i'm happy

i dont feel like i need to write

i kinda like it, yet i hate it