i hate my life

thats enough to say right?

self exploration, can be an amazing thing sometimes.

yes, i'm feeling quite nice, i feel cute, i have to start a freaking country bumpkin school soon, which sucks.. but hey, its life i suppose

i'm learning to just accept things, and not get so worked up

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this band really takes what i think and feel and puts it into words, i've been reading their blogs for awhile ( Read more... )

i read something just now that made me think..QUOTE ( Read more... )

i went to the gym..

i feel good :)

my arms are going to HUUUURRTT in the morning though

i realized lately, i have no reason to NOT do drugs anymore.. i mean i had a reason before, saben, but... he doesn't love me like i love him, therefore, why should i care?

oh well i'm listening to bad techno lmao :P

I AM NOT INSANE

i'm just sooo happyyyyy

and yeah

DYLAN DYLAN DYLANNNNNN

yayayayayayayayayayayay

go me.

i need drugs <3

i've been using my online journals as a release of my overload of emotions

...i've become so pathetic

um yeah, still rather depressed.
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i noticed that my last two entries were posted within like a minute of 12 hours apart. its kinda cooky

i'm tired..