...a coworker gave me a Valentine. It was... really embarrassing, I didn't really know what to say. I should've gone to the shop, but... it's awkward, I don't know.
Things have been different since Christmas, we haven't spoken in awhile. I don't know what to say... I keep meaning to talk to him, but I've been so busy, so...
Either way, I want to say I'm sorry.
I've found things out lately, though, many things. Things aren't like I thought they were. The aeons... it's not like I'd thought it was. I wonder if my father knew. I wish I could talk to him about it.