i dont know why im so sad but i am unbelievably. like when im done imma go curl in my bed and cry for a long time. which sucks since i gotta go in at 12 tomorrow. at least they promised to let me leave at 7 even if were on a wait. cuz cornells bday night is tomorrow and i shall not miss that ( Read more... )

i cant sleep. not that im trying right now lol. i had to close tonight. it wasnt pleasant. i swear... tenisha is gonna end up dead. and i was sooo close to hitting jaime. i dont need to be told how to do my job. i am perfectly capable ( Read more... )

today/ tonight was a total slap in the face. see, i firmly believe that line in that kelly song whjen she says how can my heart break when it was never whole to begin with, and i also agree with ms dencsy that hearts can really be broken anyway but boy did robert and effin whitney/sam give me a run for my money tonight ( Read more... )

im not sure why my entries from earlier today say the 27th? today is def. the 26th ( Read more... )

ack its cold in my basement ( Read more... )

yeah so too bad my throat wont stop burning ( Read more... )

sooo today is the first time EVER that i have missed school and called out of work. i am sick of being sick :-( but whatever, college apps are in so i guess its ok to miss my first day of twelve years of school ( Read more... )

im home cuz im sick :-( but hey at least im not in kenhood. i hate it there ( Read more... )

ok i finally decided to update since i got sent home tonight. im always at one of my two jobs so im never ever home. i got sent home tonight cuz im sick. walked in ruby tuesday and promptly threw up ( Read more... )

Finally updated with end of the year and prom pics so go look and be envious :-D

http://photobucket.com/albums/v514/lilsparks/