yesterday was two months. it fucking sucked.

i miss vanessa.

i'm sick of feeling like this.
why do i let people let me feel like this?

why?

it's hot.

registration was today, & i went with mary. i got to see a lot of people, which was nice. especially tit. & muh asians. & rochelle & alli & erryone else. but while i was in the line i was just thinking & i was remembering last years registration & how different they were.. & it made me sad. it makes me sad how i'm constantly getting pissed on for ( Read more... )

i promised myself that i wouldn't let it get me this upset. and yet here i am. i can't help it. it feels as if everything is crumbling around me; my friendships, my relationship. now with school starting, my stress level is at an all-time high. i've been praying all day for Jesus to help me through this, & i know he's going to get me through it, ( Read more... )

i hate him.

today, at around 3 i realized i wasn't going to be doing anything, so i was super bummed because i hate when the days get wasted, especially now, with these last weeks of summer. but then i get a call from mary, and she's like 'pop by for a visit.' & i hadn't seen her in a while so i was 'ok!' so i walk over to her house, & it was super nice just ( Read more... )

i swear my mother is bi-polar.
i got bernie back,
& she's not mad that dustin & i are going out.
WHAT IS HER DEAL?!?!?!?!DFALJVEIOJRWIO

& welcome back court!

yesterday, vanessa, dustin, & i watched simon birch at his house. OMFG sad freakin' movie like dangggg. then we picked up sergio & went to church. when i got home my mother flipped out on me AGAIN. & took away my laptop AGAIN.
i'm so sick of this shit.

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thank goodness they opened that park!