right now i am somewhat irked b/c i did 75% of this enrty and left it open and one of my lovely family members closed it

i will try my best to reiterate what i already had

anchor volunteer dance--- awesome

warped tour-- amazing... spent almost the whole day w/ this awesome band sherwood and their friends in Number One Fan.  had a great, but scary ( Read more... )

life is beautiful

i didnt get to go to from autumn to ashes tonight w/ mike.. that sucked alot...

i saw some people from school, that was fun

i like how i always say what i want to say.

<3

i realize how my past few journal entries have been all about me bitching, but i dont like the way i feel and contrary to what most of you probably think...judging by the number of you i don't know who look here,  this is here for me and not for your entertainment.

i just want to say to neuf, jackie, mike lep, joe murphy, mary and allie... thank ( Read more... )

hey, its august

17 days til i'm in indianna...

i don't really know how i feel about that

"But as for me I'm coming to my final failure
I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
And ended up becoming something other
than what I had planned to be"brighteyes

i'm falling apart in every possible way

i need you, i just wish that you cared.. even a little.  i finally need help, i need for you to help me and you aren't here. i feel like any minute i might just break down. like now, i can't hold myself together. i hate feeling that i'm wasting my time caring so much about a friend who couldn't care less about me.

( let me slip away )

you heard all the shit i've been up to... and so finally here are some pictures..


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i miss you so much and i just want you to care.  i need you and i thought that you needed me too.  i want to call you, but i don't want to be out of line.  we were best friends and i just want you to be there.   i was upset and i wanted to talk, but if i tried i didn't think you'd pick up.  you've given me your reasons, but i don't think i ( Read more... )

lately my life has been so wonderful that i can't even explain.

anchor's great and my campers are the cutest kids ever.

this week i went to bogarts, worked, hung out at sarah's, hung out at katie's, enjoyed a lovely quinndig and went to mike lep's.

work tuesday was great b/c joe murphy and hoffy came sporting pink t-shirts, one saying "katie ( Read more... )