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[wontwork4shiit]

I just had a long talk with my father over lunch. He could tell something was wrong because I showed up in sweatpants and a sweatshirt and just wandering around the office. And I told him that I am just depressed. But now that I am using that word to describe things fairly often, I dont quite think its exactly right. I mean, I probably am depressed

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[soul44]

i feel you jenny. that't the best way to put it. i think i unserstand what your talking about but that's not what i really 'feel' you on. i realized that i don't talk about some of the things that i go through the way i think it when im by myself. i realized that what i don't write... somebody else is writing for me, and even though it is all Very sad, it has been some of the only things that inspire me and give me hope. I think venting is good, and when I don't, i grow a fireball growing inside of me....hm. it's kinda (not weird) different.eh. thanks. *sigh* im at work so that fire is having alota funright now.

"People! let's us motivate ourselves and others for what we see inside them and ourselves." hm. i don't know if you try but you are part of what keeps my engine running on low gas. peace