Yep. I'm a little sad over how things are turning out.
For the record: there's a distinct difference between walking away and being pushed away.
I've realized I''ve been consistently pushed away, which is why I left in the first place.

But why wait for something which will just inevitably break my heart?
Time to explore other avenues.

It's odd to think this, especially considering the nature of my month....
But, out of the blue today, I had the most overwhelming feeling that I could just finish that painting one day.

I wonder if that's true.

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I love...
* Watching movies with my friends in them :)
* Sitting snuggled up on the couch with the cat purring next to me.
* Having my roommate back for the week
* That I might actually go out and dance my ass off tomorrow night.
* Reading bedtime stories.
* Peppermint tea

Things that should never be 'bottomless'
* fries

Things that should always be ( Read more... )

Called my parents tonight. They were brilliant ( Read more... )

A huge step back, and I'm on my own again. Gotta learn to be a bit of a lone wolf these days.
I've said 'I'm sorry'. I've cried, I've written and I've called. Not much else I can do now.
Just gotta live my life.

Those things that are meant to happen, will happen.

I will seek wisdom and love.

Contrary to what one might think, I've not given up on love, not yet:
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Is going to be a key turning point in my year, it feels like.
I wonder how.

Like I said: change is in the air ( Read more... )

Ever just have those moments where you feel worthless ( Read more... )