...Says it all, well, a lot at least....

[woodchuck05]

So I'm here at mom's place in Mentor, been here since Tuesday night. At first I came up here to spend Thanksgiving with her and my sister, and I figured I'd use the time to...get away from things, and when I got back to Mpls, I'd hopefully be...recharged I guess. I anticipated having a difficult time dealing with it up here, for a few reasons.

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[aluckysoul]

You moving would really suck, I'll just start out with pointing out that I'd really miss your company.

Are you sure you don't just feel like moving because there's nothing holding you back now? What would make it better in Mentor than in Minneapolis? You would still have no job, no 'life', besides your sister and mom. And if you don't end up getting along with them, like you said you get annoyed after a while with each other, wouldn't that be bad?

Are you just thinking it would be better, running away? I just want to know honestly what would make it better there. Animals are nice, yes, but they're not a lifestyle, not your lifestyle at least. You don't miss the city yet, but I'm sure you will. Just like I'm at my grandma's out in the country right now, and yes it's lovely, but Minneapolis will always be home, despite what happens in my life, ya know?

Anyways... if you want to stay, that's of course great, if you find enough reason to. BUT you have to let me come visit you.

[woodchuck05]

I don't know honestly. I don't know if it would be better or worse. I don't know what would happen if I moved up here. I might go crazy, or I might not. Considering how I deal with people who annoy me while I'm at work, perhaps living with my mom would be a good thing.

What I am sure about though, is for better or worse, if I moved up here, I think I'd look at things a bit differently. Ya know, get out of my comfort zone and see things from a different point of view. Maybe I need a change like this to help me get out of my rut.

I'm sure I would miss the city at some point, but who knows, being away from it for an extended period might help me understand some things.

To be honest, I have no answers right now, just an idea, a thought, and a known fact that something in my life needs to change. Moving up here might help in some way *shrug*.

If I did move up here, I'd miss you as well, and I do believe you'd be welcome here. If I moved, I'd still be here for ya, even if I couldn't be there physically.