He was born yesterday. We don't really know that much, yet, but we are going to the hospital today when Adam gets off of work at 5. He weighs 7lbs. 1oz. He looks so much like his daddy. I am doing really good with this. I think. I mean yeah if I think about it too much I want to cry but, he is Adam's baby. He is so cute and little. I know ( Read more... )

Brightly, the sun shines, ever so brightly ( Read more... )

Life may be hard and you may get scared ( Read more... )

I think that most people think I am going to have a boy. I think this because everyone calls it a him. Karen said she is going to have "a ? nephew?" which means she thinks it will be a boy. I think it will be a boy. Britt says she thinks it will be a boy. Adam wants it to be a boy. I really don't care which it is. I will love it the same ( Read more... )

I have been working at QT. It isn't hard work at all. The down side is that I will have to find a different job within a few months. I have to do stuff working there that I wont be able to do because I am pregnant. I am not supposed to lift a certain amount of weight. I have to lift 5 gallon soda boxes from the ground to shelves higher than my ( Read more... )

I get scared all the time.
My mood changes on a dime.
I want to cry when there is no reason.
I can't wait for another season.
I love this life inside of me.
But, it scares me, you see.
I don't want it to come to harm.
With every ache, a silent alarm.
My brain thinks way too much.
I can't wait for that gentle touch.
I don't really want to cry.
So, when I'm ( Read more... )

I'M PREGNANT.

Most of you already know this but, I felt like writing it anyway. It might make it seem more real to me ( Read more... )

I haven't told some people somethings and I want to get it out ( Read more... )

FUCK I HAVE TO REWRITE THE WHOLE THING!

Ok I just wrote stuff about how my dad is an asshole and how he told me to leave and what not.  I don't really remember what else I wrote so when I do I will let you know... I am high.

I don't have anything else to say except...

HI MOM!

Love,   Bebo.