I must be a lost cause, while trying to find a career I'm coming to the realization that there must be nothing I can do. Started monday at the Elder Beerman Distribution Center and while I knew it was only temporary through the job agency, it made me feel good to be doing something and thought it would last awhile. At least a week ( Read more... )

Got a surprise call last night to sub for the 6th grade, its been about a month and half since the problem at the high school and hadn't gotten any calls since, thought I was done. And I didn't want to sub for the junior high but since I need a payday I said I would do it. I survived but it wasn't easy. It's so disturbing when you tell the kids ( Read more... )

Found a girl that graduated last year from the high school I subbed at on My Space, she was one of my favorites and would always speak to me when she'd see me in the hall or something. Don't know if it was a good idea or not but I sent her an email, just worried it will wierd her out to hear from a teacher. Will have to see if she responds ( Read more... )

Got a response from the site I submitted a story to last week and it was a rejection, had a really good feeling about it too. But guess its not exactly what they are looking for. So thats a rejection I've gotten two weeks in a row, but at least it shows I'm trying ( Read more... )

I'm back, though I doubt that anyone even missed me. Computer was down for the last days, was infected with a virus, but got it fixed last night with the help of Dell Tech Support. Sure don't like being without it even though its probably good for me ( Read more... )

Two entries in one day, i know thats unusual and has even been a pretty noneventful day. But I decided not to send the card, I'm going to revise what I wrote a little ( Read more... )

It's Spring and we're under a Winter Advisory, might be getting up to five inches of snow which is about more than we got all winter. Sure not looking forward to it, am hoping its just a false alarm. But I remember it snowing during Spring Break while I was in college one year ( Read more... )

Only have a few minutes, but wanted to make at least a quick update on my day. Got a call again from the job agency this morning and they wanted me at the Nut Factory right away, so I got a days work in. It was pretty tough, a lot more labor than a substitute teacher and my back felt it. Didn't really have to do much lifting but lots of bending and ( Read more... )

Nothing has seemed to go right for me the last few days and everywhere I turn is more rejection. Not only can I get someone to go to a concert with me, 4 people have turned me down, but can't even get a job or direction for my life ( Read more... )

My high didn't last for very long, one of these days I'll learn and know better than to expect that I'd get to enjoy a nice evening with a lady. But I keep believing in false hopes ( Read more... )