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ZAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW~? (this is my new favourite sound)
I stained a fucking good blanky purple with the highlighter while studying Chem. You go die, Chem.
Lately i've taken a much greater liking to Navy Blue and Purple. I like Green as well ^^
My eyes are so fucking sore and tired rawr. Notice im posting at 12midnight...1am...2am...3am...close to 6am ( Read more... ) -
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JY has the faith in me, i don't know how he can. because i don't have faith in myself at all. i deserve to do badly in Os, i really do to say the least.
I guess now all I can do is grit my teeth and get down to it....keep fwaiting~ we'll see how it goes. never underestimate O levels! ^^ Give All.
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I have this feeling....that on the day I get back my O results, i will cry harder than I have ever cried in my life. I will weep in regret, sorrow, shame. I will end up in Jurong Junior College (a college along that standard). -
A First
These writer block things usually don't inspire me much or anything. but this one im familiar with :)
I have that book, the special one (uhm not sure if it's actually special...) which is cloth binded, very pretty! but that being besides the point, i remember i got it on the morning of my birthday when i was late for school as a child. to me back ( Read more... ) -
come on, no pessimism :(
On the Bright Side:
Studying according to syllabus for Bio helps a lot. i've managed to cover more at one shot because the syllabus helps you focus, not flipping through all pages of your textbook madly trying to consolidate everything. at least with syllabus everything is more or less done. (less maybe lol)
Downside:
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ABSORBING, WRITING, DIGESTING.
DON'T KNOW HOW IM GOING TO MAKE IT, BUT WILL TRY. MUST TRY. PERSEVERE.
how I really think I can't make it already Hoh sht.
SHOPPING: ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
what is enough? when is enough? when is it time to stop? when my bank account reaches $500? wtfff.
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I now understand the meaning of distraction, self-discipline, temptations...NO im not saying that I never understood these words before (haha) but now they mean so much more to me. they're all that apply to me now & i've realised how bad these things can be.
there was a period of time not so near Os where i was very focused. I did intensive Emath, ( Read more... ) -
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Hello dear ole' livejournal~
today was an awfully eventful day. found out lotsa stuff and i did lotsa stuff too (absolutely not related to studying omg) everything i wasn't meant to do i did. WTF. shoot me la someone, kill me kill me quick!!! (quote kalyn)
One day I need to go to a Catholic church to confess. I can't imagine how hard it must be t ( Read more... ) -
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I still love this journal, somewhat "private" haha. though all the people warn us nothing on the WWW is 'private'...it is the WWW after all.
Goodbye~
On my handphone, i see "276 of 2221"..."395 of 2221"..."468 of 2221"... goes on and on until sometime soon, it'll be "2221 of 2221". im deleting ALL the messages in my inbox of my old phone, are you ( Read more... ) -
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Hiiiiiii I'm back~
Right, I deleted everything I typed out because the words were too weird.
my heart's not missing you crazy but everything feels so strange. the unclear ground between us, i'm clearing that up tomorrow. I'd like a break, I mean a clean break. we're practically on that road, aren't we? Just friends. "You have no right to know that ( Read more... )