Well it has been super busy so I haven’t had puter time. I left Friday morning and returned real real late Sunday. Oh but ware was it that I went to for so long
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Well your welcome to cry in my lj anytime but i can't reproduce the candle light. I guess at least i'm glad i had someone to cry to wile i was there, it would have bene a lot worse to cry alone at the alehouse!
I would LOVE to experience a Renaissance Faire! We don't hold any cool fairs like that around these parts. And don't feel bad for crying when you were talking to your friend at the bar. You're entitled to a good cry in the company of friends,so quit worrying about what other people may have thought. :) EVERYONE cries now and then, and believe me, I know what it's like to have a good cry once in awhile.
To bad your not closer this faire is a blast so far! As far as the crying thing i'm the type to avoid it at all costs. Even if alone with friends i don't want to cry. It is sorta like showing weekness. Every time i showed weekness it was used agenst me as a kid so it is hard to get past the mind set that the people in my life won't hurt me now. My logical brain screams "you dumb ass the people in your life now that you choose won't hurt you" but the other part of my brain is stuck in a patern of protecting me. I choose friends that won't hurt me now but the people in my life before (and isaiah still even) try to use my weeknesses agenst me so it is just a way i have unconsiousally set myself up i guess. Never show weekness and you don't get hurt.
I can understand how past influences make it difficult to accept crying as an ok thing to do -- many people feel that way and hate to show any type of weakness. You're not alone in that. Personally, I love to cry when I'm upset because I end up feeling better after I have bawled my eyes out and vented to a trusted peron.
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And even the strongest people get hurt. ;)
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