i know i did the right thing...
i just have to keep telling myself that...
i know that it's gonna be better this way.
it'll definitely be less stressful.
it's just hard.
it's hard to let go of things.
it's hard to let go of people.
and i seem to be doing that quite a bit lately.
i just wish things were simple
i wish life was simple.
and there wasn't drama.
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so things have been kinda crazy around here lately.
there have been some good things and some bad.
but that's how it always is i suppose.
christmas isn't that far away...
and i haven't bought a single present yet.
basically cuz i haven't had time to go shopping.
i'm ready for the semester to be OVER!
but in big news...
i got runner up in my miss u of m ( Read more... )

it's been a pretty good week.
i was probably having the crappiest weekend EVER.
and then i talked to him sunday night.
and we hung out.
and it was just super fun!
and he's super cute :)
and we hung out again tuesday.
and that was also super fun!
i even taught him the harmonica! lol
and he likes it...
watch out there might be 2 harmonica players soon...
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i was doing so good too.
or was i?
it's hard to tell.
maybe i've just been too busy to be put in the situation.
i pretty much feel like a failure right now.
and it sucks big time.
somehow i think that putting myself in the same situation that the outcome will be different?
and people that know me know that i will just give in.
and they warn me.
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soooo many things have been going on! 
way too many to write about...
who even reads livejournal anymore? lol
well first things first....
me say adam and jordan went to the audio adrenaline concert last night!
pretty sure we went out to their tour bus and got to meet them! 
they played an AMAZING last show!
(although we ARE going to go see them in hawaii ( Read more... )

p.s. my mom is probably the most spectacular person in the world! i love her so so so so so much :) she always makes me feel better :)

i miss my best friends.
probably more than words.
i need some V time right now
and i need them.
i can't wait for the weekend!
i <3 those girls more than words.
we are more than best friends.
we are the sisterhood.
and they are amazing girls. 
and i love them with my whole heart!
ash's bday is friday! woooppeeee!

i love sarah allison young

and

i love ashleigh lynn sanders

and

i love amy elizabeth webster

they are my favorites :)

so i really like being back at school...
i just love everyone there!
and now that i don't have a job i just feel so on top of things.
and so much stress i had is gone.
i even feel like i can focus better in my classes. 
or i have been at least.
i don't know.
things just seem to be falling into place.
i'm trying to stay on the "right path", if you will, ( Read more... )