so i have to wake up in about 4 hrs to go to cedar point....
i don't know if i'll be able to fall asleep.
so many things are on my mind.
i'm scared.
scared and nervous and excited.
it's been so long since i've been in something like this.
it's like, i don't know what to do.
what to say.
how exactly i should act.
i want to be myself.
and i'm trying.
i'm trying ( Read more... )

happy birthday TO YOU!
happy birthday TO YOU!
happy BIIIRRTHDAAAY dear VERONICAAAAA!
happy birthday TOOOOO YOUUUU!

iiiiii love ya!

my best friend sarah allison young comes home in 3 days.
i have so much to tell her!
it's been like, 897239487 years! 
i miss her sooooooo much! 
so so so so so much!

so in other news...i met a boy!
a nice one!
a keeper one might say!
and it all came about from the flier...
kudos to josh and ash for that one :)
i'm still a little giddy about it though...
not ( Read more... )

i really miss my best friend sarah allison young....i want her to come home!!!

so today was an eventful day....
i had am do THREE HOURS of shopping for me for the big phi sig even at my house.
and then only THREE phi sigs showed up....THREE...
thats right. THREE out of freaking TWENTY THREE.
it was just upsetting.
it wasn't like it was a last minute thing.
it had been mentioned for around a month...
and i put a lot of work into it.
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so this summer has been AAAMAZING so far...but lately i haven't seen a lot of people...and i miss them!

i miss andrea marie flader, and veronica, and amy klemm, and megan rogers, and elizabeth, and margarita, and LISA BARRERA!, and candace, and KRISTIE! and kari, and tiffiny and all my other sorority sisters, and i miss ash (i know she's only been ( Read more... )

so it's 2 PM and i just woke up! 
yeah, i guess one could call that lazy! 
but hey, i haven't got a lot of sleep lately?
ok, i have...there's no excuse for my laziness today! lol
buuuuut anyways,
i'm gonna have to just say i have the best friends IN THE WORLD!
honestly, the sisterhood & brotherhood simply amazing.
(am said that first...but i can't think ( Read more... )

last night = AAAAMAZING. obv.
say came home.
i had to hug her legs cuz everyone was group hugging.
and i couldn't get in.
it was raining hard.
and my butt got wet.
but i missed her.
and it was worth it.
then we ran away from the boys in the church.
then we came over and ate all my food.
and just sat w/ the hommies and talked for awhile.
good times.
GOOD TIMES.
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SARAH'S HOME!
the sisterhood is COMPLETE!
i'm one happy girl!
i love my girls!

ASH IS HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
things haven't been this good since i can't remember when.
honestly.
EVERYTHING is good.
the sisterhood will be complete again tomorrow.
and just life in general is good.
i'm finally feeling happy again.
i'm finally feeling like MYSELF again.
i feel like i'm getting out of the rut.
today in church i think was the ( Read more... )