MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!111!!

i honestly don't know what to do for the rest of the day.
omgzzz i am so happy it's raining!!!!!
i love rain.
we opened presents and such, watched old DVDs, and i'm about to call my brother.
i gave like the greatest prayer i've ever said this morning. i feel proud of myself.
i think i'll post what i got for christmas on ( Read more... )

Yay for lock-ins at church!!!! omgzzz ( Read more... )

Tout le monde écouter je vais parler en français pour aujourd'hui.
Je me déteste et je veux mourir.
Quelqu'un me tue.
N'importe qui.
Quelqu'un est devenu mon ennemi et me fait une faveur.
Prendre ma vie.
Prendre ma vie.

i have no school today!
life is just so great and full of boredom!
i still have to go christmas shopping.

last night the party was fun.
at first i got tis mirror and a bunch of lollipops
but then i traded with casey
so now i have a barnes & noble gift card.
yay i'm going to get a book!
omggzzz i am in !.**LOVE***. with abby's babar journal.
ah, it blows my ( Read more... )

i sang in church today yay!
they want us singing once a month.
i love church so much.
i love the people from church times a billion.
i really do.

tonight there's a christmas party at kim's
i can go this time!
need directions or anything call me.

646-8849

last night jenny and i stayed up until about 3 AM ( Read more... )

blah

I saw the play "The Importance of Being Earnest" today.
i love oscar wilde. ♥
middle schoolers are very immature (well the ones at my school are)
and do not know proper audience etiquette
at all.

bye.

today was nice.
nice. and that's it.
joe still thinks i'm obnoxious.
my question was good i guess, but since joe didn't get to it tonight, he will answer it later.
i hope.
sometime soon.

blah

i want to die.
i'm too scared to kill myself i think.
just the fact that i would be the end of me isn't so rewarding.
maybe i'll hire someone to poison me when i don' ( Read more... )

so many people have given up on me.
i have no hope left, nothing to live for.
sure there's God but honestly, i need to feel closer to Him. i'm doing the whole quiet time thing and it doesn't change anything.
someone help me soon or i'll do something wrong.
i'll do something drastic.
unthinkable.
fatal.

( senses fail is love. )

im mad.
because
joe wouldn't let us go to kim's party.
and i have other theories too
other evil theories
about people
but the government insists that i not mention them.

im madly in love with someone
guess
im going to write about it
in my xanga
so go there later.