Ok, so here is my horoscope for the day ( Read more... )

The world is about to change ( Read more... )

Emotional Boredom. How's that for a concept? I believe I'm emotionally bored. What this means, for me, is that I am always looking for ways to keep from being bored, emotionally speaking. I'd rather feel bad than feel Nothing. That's why I do all the stupid things I do: choosing the wrong people, attempting the impossible, and banging my head ( Read more... )

A few years ago The Muse gave me a bracelet. I don't wear it very often, but even long after we broke up, I couldn't bring myself to throw it out. Whenever I wore it (even in recent times), I would think of her as soon as I pulled it out of the drawer and put it on. Without fail, she would come to mind the moment I touched it and I'd flash back to ( Read more... )

One thing I've learned about myself is that when my heart and mind don't agree, I have a hard time with simple things. Like living, relaxing, negotiating relationships, and generally being (or feeling) 'normal'. If I feel that kind of internal conflict, then I am very conflicted and spend my energy trying to win one or the other over just so I can ( Read more... )

Tonight, over dinner, a friend of mine and I came up with some random realizations. Here are two favorites of the evening ( Read more... )

This one's for you, Bleu bleu_femme :

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I'm a mover from way back. If I'm not moving forward, I'm moving from side to side. If I'm not moving on, I'm moving away. I don't know how to sit still when I'm not content. I've said it before and I'll say it again: Moving closer to one thing always means moving away from something else. I can usually recognize this and act accordingly ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up thinking about how there are few 'Certains' in life. You really never do know what's going to happen. You can plan all you want and still not get what you expected. You can skip from thing to thing to avoid disapointment, and still end up disappointed ( Read more... )

I really don't want it to be Monday. And I really don't want to be here right now. I need more sleep ( Read more... )