Comments | wordismymuse: Just when I think I'm out, she brings me back in...

wordismymuse

Just when I think I'm out, she brings me back in...

Mar 29, 2007 18:17

Okay, so I made a positive decision about Allie, that I was done with the cryptic one-sidedness of our relationship and I was not going to call her anymore. So then guess what? She called me...after ignoring me for over a week. And she was sweet and validated all of my feelings, and was the wonderful girl that I know she really is. No worries ( Read more... )

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birgitm March 30 2007, 04:49:26 UTC

Oh, Angela. I wish I could just fix it all and make it all right. Honey, do remember what Chase said. Please. I just get this awful feeling about the whole thing, and I hate seeing you hurting. You know I'm not going to tell you what to do, but I really think she's playing games with you. And you deserve better.

wordismymuse March 31 2007, 08:40:52 UTC

Hey, you know what? You're probably right. But frankly, I have no experience with this whole 'being in love' thing. I suck at this...I am keeping in mind what Chase said, in fact, sometimes after she does something wonderful, I will literally say out loud, "Grain Of Salt!!"
I just don't know what it is about her, Birgit, that keeps me entranced. But I will keep her at an arms length. I know that no matter what happens, now is not the right time for us. It's cool, you know me, I'll be fine. And if I keep saying that out loud, it will become true. Self-Fulfilling Prophecy and all. :-)

wordismymuse March 31 2007, 08:43:29 UTC

By the way B, you are such a great friend.

birgitm April 1 2007, 00:05:11 UTC

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enigmaticblues March 30 2007, 19:43:50 UTC

Heather said you'd gotten an LJ.

And I'm glad you're protecting yourself.

wordismymuse March 31 2007, 08:42:22 UTC

Thanks J, I really appreciate that.

wolfkindred March 31 2007, 22:09:10 UTC

*growls under breath and gives you THAT LOOK*

Okay, I understand, I really do, but I am coming at it from her end, as a former emotional manipulater (God i hate that word) I think she's playing games. It's been back and forth so much lately that how can you not think that?

I understand the whole 'I'm in love' thing, I've been there. It's wicked scary. And weird. And all rational thought that you have about what's really happening is relagated to the back of your mind by all of the 'yes, but's and the 'that's just the way she is's and the 'I'm sure she like/loves me even if she's being like this's.

Don't you get sucked into that because it is wicked, scary hard to get back to rational and normal, okay?

I don't like her. I never have and my gut says stay away. But I am not you and I hope you *take it all with a grain of salt*.

((((((((((Zhaan)))))))))

I just want you to be safe.