BC BC BC!

three hours & it still hasn't set in.

i'm hungry, i forgot about dinner.

so, it has been about a billion years since i have posted.

basically. last exam tomorrow. and bc tuesday night/wednesday morning. i'm pretty excited. mainly jsut to go on the plane. it fes like a real vacation when you have to go to the airport early.

i kinda don't wanna go though? summer is starting. and i'm going to miss it. gay.

so tonight was pretty good. some may considr it depressing?
i'm gonna say...releveing. the anticipation was insane but it eventually came out.
i hate being secretive.
but in the end, i still don't like talking about it.

forget clothes switching, i say this makes us real friends. haha
in a less cheesey sounding way? 
oh lord. 
although the idea of ( Read more... )

soo, interview.
went pretty good in my opinion.
i suppose it could have went better.
it was basically "hey, thanks for coming to see us. we hired university students. you'll be a backup."

i have decided that i really don't wanna work there. but, beggers can't be choosers, so i guess i'll take what i can get.

are you fucking kidding me.
are you fucking kidding me?!?

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!

ps- side note* i got an interiew today. it's tomorrow @ three. wish me luck.:)

oh lord. this is going to be a long, long week.

fuck.

i forgot. dad, yeah he's gone for a week. now i can go on here with out being bothered to get off the computer. i like it.

it isn't even 11:00 yet.
i think i want mac&cheese for lunch:)

this summer i am broadening my horizions ( Read more... )

I have come to realize the power words have.
They can change a person.
They can cause confusion, emotional strain and physical pain.
The words we hear others say greatly influence us, whether we’d like to believe it or not.
In the past two days I have been both depressed out of my mind and inspired.
It took little more than a few words to do this to me ( Read more... )

i can;t even explain how i feel. i jsut read something that made me like, hurt from the inside out. there is upset and painfully upset. anything and everything could make me cry at this very second i think. but yet, i won't be able to? sometimes you just need to cry. this is one of those times.

i guess you'd say regretful feelings are being felt?
ugh ( Read more... )