my internet is working?
i updated it finally and even though it is generally slow cause my computer sucks dick, it isn't all like "hey, i'm gonna freeze"

there is a welt like bump on my face? possibly a weird pimple. its really itchy and it just showed up out of no where.  i should probably stop touching it. lol nevermind, i just looked in the mirror ( Read more... )

i remember hearing once "you should be the leading lady of your own life."
it really get's me wondering, i should be, but am i?

my mind is going like a million miles an hour.
i am not going to sleep tonight.

i'm not quite sure why this is?? but i shouldn't be feeling it. thats for sure. but i can't help it. wtf heart, go die.

that's all i have to say for tonight. :)

retreat tomorrow?!?! i'm actually kind of excited. maybe, just maybe, there will be cute boys there. score.

so today i was taking a shower and i remembered a moment from our trip to winks last night that made me laugh out loud at my own stupidity.  i think i shall explain a little.

me kristen and patty venture to mac's aka winks. lol  patty wanted a slushie and kristen ended up getting junk as well. 
when we entered the store we noticed a particularly cute ( Read more... )

today we tried making the dessert for our cooking project. it turned out well. slight revisions will be made. but generally, it'll be good. 
i'm pretty tired, and i'm thinking it's time for bed.

i'm so sick of being sick. FUCK YOU NOSE!
i miss milo.

so yesterday that whole virginia tech thing happened. i feel it is worth mentioning. it has kinda made me realize, even when you think something is safe, such as a town, aka: tecumseh. it just may not be. it's not like im suggesting we all live in fear. and i am all for the "what could happen, this is tecumseh" life style. but people question why i ( Read more... )

i'm going to make my life a little more worth while. i'm going to devote myself to a cause? although i am a little pissed off at fuckin windows live. i don't know if you noticed my msn name, however it is preceeded by a  "i'm" emoticon thing-a-ma-jig.  this is apparently (according to what i've read on the site) something where, you put it in your ( Read more... )

elephant layout? finally my computer stopped being rediculous and let me change my layout. i snipped this one from the site, but i still love it. the little rounds elephants are excellent. lol ( Read more... )

oooh man! tonight. what can i say about tonight? it was a bucket o' fun, that's what tonight was. it was chris's surprise birthday party. he was actually surprised-ish, even tho we all yelled surprise at his brother, not him. lol actually, now that i think about it, i didn't say anything? lol i just stood there lol. and then i turned around and saw ( Read more... )

yep, it's finnaly come to an end. we got milo back from the vet today. he was in a plastic bag. i guess it is realizticly their best choice. but really, how can anyone put a dead animal in a bag. it makes it like sick. it was really hard seeing him like that. and covering him. oh lord. i just had to look away. we put two little treats in there with ( Read more... )