today i learned something. and alot like everything thing one learns it is time to figure out if it is good or not ( Read more... )

i though to myself about what i am. holy fuck why arent you people kicking my ass. i have done nothing but set myself up for failure. i mean short of being suicidal i am pretty self destructive. i question the fact of my survival to this day. i mean no one could do what i have done and not lost something. right. i mean what have i lost. and ( Read more... )

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you ever want to do something just to feel your heart slow down. right now more then ever my heart hurts i just want eject alcohol straigh into the blood stream to see if that will either
A.) Numb the bastard
B.) slow the fucker
or the less popular
C.) kill me out right
oh well i gues that is a science experiment for another time.

life is pass fail situation. now the reality is. i am failing. have you ever done something and knew it wasnt what your were ment for. i go to school all the time and why. i dont know. so what if i am at a university. i want to help and protect. if i was doing something and what i was doing required me to be here that is one thing. but i ( Read more... )

You are a
Social Liberal
(61% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(30% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Democrat

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i just thought i would tell the masses that i keep it so could in my room the average bug cant survive. not shit the little annoying bastards freeze to death in my room. i love it. and if you cant handle it then get a coat or go home. hahahaha now what do you have to say to that.

-the cold blooded MFer
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it is Katrina plus 4 days. i have gotten the first sign that this BS has an end. i got a postcard it is funny how the small shit helps to calm. i just heard there voice for the first time today my mom and sister that is. they said the house is fine and all the animals are fine. i am so close to being at rest with the fact that everyone is okay ( Read more... )