feeling a bit nostalgic.

[words_r_my_own]

for some reason i've been thinking a lot tonight about old friends. i guess it all started when i was hanging out with one of my best friends (whom i have known since freshman year of high school) and we were talking about these notebooks that we all made that year. we wrote funny things that had happened, drew funny pictures, listed our favorite

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[the_shit_i_know]

Oooh yeah I hear where you're comin from here for sure. SIGH. Aaaand all those old feelings~~~I think in rare cases you can get some of the old times back but like you said life happens. When my one of my best friends got ahold of me a couple years ago I was beyond excited, I bawled and just was so happy. But then when I was in her apt she was so completely different, and she probably thought I was too. Then she stopped calling me and shit (still don't know why-but it was probably having to do with her son and his dad being in jail, ha) I of course took it totally personally and thought it was b/c I'm still fat and I don't work and blah blah blah. What if that was nowhere near the reason? GEEZASS I hate myself sometimes. GRAH. Anyway, it was like a really bittersweet bullshit thing. I went from being totally excited and happy to really confused and sad and still am. I think it could've worked out but she apparently didn't think so b/c its pretty obvious when someone gets ahold of you after so many years and then suddenly stops right

[words_r_my_own]

awww, i'm sorry that happened to you homie, but things change. we don't understand why, and we do take things very personal especially when it comes to friends, past and present. i think that's what scares me the most. that things will seem cool, and then it will just end. i don't know. blah! haha.