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[wordsandstuff]

i really hate feeling this way, but sometimes i think a whole bunch of money would solve all my problems

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[forcedmoves]

I hope you figure it out! Money issues are the worst. I'm having issues getting any sort of loan for school since the banks are being super stingy right now. And I'm so scared of having to drop out.

But whatever. You'll make it work. You're a smart and hardworking girl.
PS i miss you.

[wordsandstuff]

i miss you too boo.
come be in my life.
for real. lets make cupcakes and forget all our troubles.
i love and miss you!

[forcedmoves]

okay, but lets for real do it this time, and not just say we're going to do it like always. because thats not condusive to actually seeing eachother.

:D

also i may be moving off the l train. i'm looking at a place tonight.

[volcom_whore]

i completely relate to thinking that money can fix everything. before all of this happened i felt like dan and i would be fine if we could just afford an apartment. i know its pathetic, but i still kind of believe that if we had moved out everything would be ok now. i mean i know i've watched him disintegrate as a person, but whatever i'm crazy.

& if you wanna stay in the city i'm totally down to look wherever. i made the decision to try to get a job in ny. so i'm kind of prioritizing moving over anything else. i really make very little $$ right now so we should talk & see what you wanna do! i have no idea if i could afford manhattan either. don't feel pressured to stick in the city just for little old me haha! but if you don't stay you should help me find a nice roommate! ha

[wordsandstuff]

i wanna stay here more than anything. i moved her for certain reasons (work/school) and i haven't accomplished what i wanted yet. so i really don't want to go back to rockland. it will represent some form of defeat if i do. haha.
so yeah, friday we will talk.
till then keep sending out that resume mama.