do i feel like such crapola when there's somebody like aimee pissed at me....fuck, what'd i do? WHAT HAVE I DONE? it shouldn't even make that big of a deal to me - sure as hell doesnt' seem to bother her -
there are other amazingly talented and beautiful people in my life who aren't pissed at me***
... and its not even like i'm focusing on this ( Read more... )

just wondering.
and - collecting. debts that aren't owed to me. just let me know, if you know, that i feel - feel. i wish i knew - but afraid i don't...don't know ( Read more... )

i bought a 950mhz component set that includes 512mb SDRAM from my friend - been trying to install OS for 24 hours now - i just popped the case, removed the power block, and found that the FRIGGIN fans on the GADDAMNED processor heatsink weren't spinning - god, i feel like a n00b.
suspected it was cuz of overheating but good god - THE FANS!!!!
~

avoid me....
just keep talking in ways that you know make me seethe inside...
not anger...just - disgust?
at my own inadequacy, i think . . .
don't stretch yourself for my sake...you mean more than i will ever know.
sleep.
dream.
wake.
repeat.
- - - - if only 'twere so simple.
sleep the crow black sleep.
~micah

years have passed. what else can stand for as many as i have? not much what made by man though work and sweat drips down backs that crack when jumps off buildings don't kill you in reality defined by what you don't feel...
...yeah, so i guess that means i cracked by back before i typed this...wtf ( Read more... )

wild child? livin' like one? i don't think so. perhaps its because my password is so simple....but i doubt it ( Read more... )

clutching to ( Read more... )

Event:To watch you die ( Read more... )

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well...
this page sucks as of right now. i'm editing it from a 3rd party client called Semagic, which is pretty cool, but...damn, i gotta figure out how to make it look better, y'know?
latz
~hakim