our appartment, is cold as ice. i mean it is freezing in here and we don't know how to turn on the heat. this is going to be interesting, you know, turning into ice for the winter.

this is a world unlike any other ( Read more... )

every time i go to a concert and see a band that is so much more talented than i, it discourages me and i start to get down on myself. i wish it wasn't so, but it makes me feel that the songs i write don't mean anything. i can't find a place to put them, but maybe i shouldn't have to. it's sad that i don't care what anyone thinks about me and then ( Read more... )

i went to my first day of school today, again. it is nice to be back learning about music and how to make it sound the best that you can and all the little tricks inbetween. i did not like that there were like 80 people in the class that i had and were some of the dumbest people i've seen. maybe if i hadn't worked serving food at all of those ( Read more... )

My GOD it's been awhile since i've seen your smile. Smile at me live journal. oh, please, smile at me.

and here i am again alone ( Read more... )

has everyone devised a way
to end this special nap
i spend my time inviting
friends to fill this impaired gap
to tell the story
of all the glory
dispersed within the night
i'll need the actresses
blistering scream
to ascend this tortured sight
kill me
please
kill me

i've never seen you looking so lovely as you did tonight ( Read more... )

i could lose my heart tonight ( Read more... )

well i just found out i failed another class actually the same one. i missed the final assignment, so there goes another $1,200. i have to take that more seriously than i do. i mean i raised my F in my other class at midterm to a B. i should have combined my efforts. i kinda miss her and i don't know why. My thoughts of her build her up and i ( Read more... )