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[wordtoyourmothe]

I tried. Really, I did. I really tried to go down the denial route. Honest. I don't even know why I'm going to right this here. My friend who ODed last week comitted suicide last night, slit her throat. I, or, we I guess, at work, where she worked, ended up taking care of her

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[buggalugz]

I'm so so sorry :-( *hugs*

[dreamofdarkness]

i'm sorry. i cant imagine how much it hurts but i think dealing with it is better than the deinial route. first i would get a new pair of shoes...and i know the funeral would be painful but being that she was close to you like a sister, i think you would regret it years from now if you didnt go. yeah it would be painful but in a way it would be a good sense of closure on the situation. surround yourself by the other people who cared for her just as much as you did. i know you hate the idea of this..but...maybe you should check out your university counseling...i know i know youre probably already shoooting that down, but it might help. hang in there.

[iluvrob20]

I am so sorry dear. If you need talk I am here for you. Please go to the funeral you will regret it the rest of your life if you dont. Say goodbye. Show her how much you love her and how much you want to say goodbye. She will always be looking down on you. And Please go to CISD, nobody should have to go through this alone and without some professional help. It may feel goofy at the time but it will help.

[wordtoyourmothe]

Thanks everyone. I'm doing better after getting some sleep today.