Had such a good night tonight. Went out to dinner with a friend from highschool, whom I haven't seen since graduation. We get along so well, and she's always made me smile. I can't help not be in a good mode around here, she's a total goof, if not ditsy to the core, but smart as hell... she's like 'I feel so dumb compared to you, I only got a 1590 ( Read more... )

Blah. Of course when I WANT some overtime at work, I can't get any... the bastards.

Last night was a rough. Besides the fact that me, and my cohort took care of and triaged 180 people in 10 hours.

Every corner I turned, I was haunted. I hugged here there, we talked about this there. Her locker next to mine still smells like her perfume. I ended up cleaning her locker out. I guess I need to track down her mother and give it to

I tried. Really, I did. I really tried to go down the denial route. Honest. I don't even know why I'm going to right this here. My friend who ODed last week comitted suicide last night, slit her throat. I, or, we I guess, at work, where she worked, ended up taking care of her ( Read more... )

So, my room and board for my trip to greece is...

50 dollars.

US.

Too awesome.

Just another fucking shitty fucking night. I sat around all day, in class, where ever, knowing I was supposed to do something. I just couldn't remember what, but something ( Read more... )

Everything always ends up falling apart on me, I just don't get it. Just the same thing, over and over again. Things are good, things are awesome, and I think the cycle is going to break, and then... crash. Bigger crash every time too. I hate having friends mad at me. I have no clue why she's pissed. Yah, I called to ask her why I'd gotten the ( Read more... )

I cannot win at all this week.

So, I'm up doing stats homework... and see this outside the apartment... haven't seen a sunrise like this forever...
I missed a lot of the pink though... but still, it was refreshing.

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Besides the incredible, horrid, shitty night from hell in the ER last night, things got, so amazingly worse. My best work friend, whom I've known for... 6 or so years, and has been nothing less then my right hand and what people always thought as my true sister ODed on Herion Friday night, and she's not expected to make it, she was down too long, ( Read more... )