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[workinclaslass]

my heart is heavy as i try to shed tears of sadness over anger...i try to find words but i fear that i have become mute...maybe it's for the better...all i want to do is scream at him, and that makes the heartache worse...i love you alex...but right now it's so hard to say that out loud...why would you do it? how could you do it?? you told me and

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[flutterbugg]

Ouch :( Such a horrible thing to experience - suicide always leaves so many questions behind that remain unanswered :( SO sad to hear that he had a daughter that he's left behind also *sigh*
Its very hard to understand, how could anybody think that *that* was the best option? :(

Hope youre doing ok, and Im very sorry for your loss...
xxx

[workinclaslass]

thank you hun..really..

[4q]

I am so sorry Sara. Truly. I have never lost anyone to suicide, so I can't say I understand, but I just want you to know that my thoughts are with you, and if you need anything at all please let me know.

I am very sorry for your loss. Hang in there sweetie.

[workinclaslass]

thank you so much shellybean...really..it's been so long since i've talked to you in forever...i miss you..how have you been?

[4q]

I know. I have been thinking about you because of all the hurricanes, and hoping that you and your family are okie. Things with me are pretty good right now. I like the way things are in my life. We should have a talk soon. I really hope you are okie about this Sara. It will take some time, but it will get better.

Much love

[workinclaslass]

2 more months of hurricane bullshit...kinda hoping ivan wipes us out...not really, but i'm just so tired of everything...i'm glad things are good in your life...i'm looking forward to being where you're at...i'll get there...i just don't know when

[janeknox]

ok, I don't know you but I just thought I'd say something; a close friend of mine (well we were not so close at the time but we were best friends when we were 17) commited suicide last summer and I'm still baffled by it, I still have nightmares and sometimes wake up crying about it. Suicide of a loved one is some really tough and haunting shit that nobody should have to deal with,and I'm sorry for your loss.

[workinclaslass]

thank you...really...it doesn;t matter if i know you or not..the whole "comfort in strangers" type of thing..i;m wicked drunk and i;m typing with one eye open

[sickgirl13]

im really sorry for your loss. i had a loved one commit suicide a few years back. i dont understand that desperation, and i dont think i ever will. sometimes i think this world becomes too much for people to handle.

be strong. you and your friends are in my prayers

[workinclaslass]

thank you..i'll never understand it either..