That was just a dream...: Spam me PLEASE

[workingforwings]

.................. I need... I don't know. Cheering? Stability? Knowing I'm not completely alone in the world? And the chat isn't working for that for once?

Spam me, please.Don't fucking care what's said, just so long as it's being said, period

Comments

[ceruleanblu]

You probably didn't expect a reply from me. But...I felt compelled to say something. I just hope that it's meaningful in some way.

You do mean something to me. We hardly ever talk, and we don't know each other that well, yet I still care. I read all your entries -- I really do, I don't skip over anyone on my f-list -- and I wish that I did know you better because I wish that I could do something to help, even if it's just a smile or a laugh or forgetting everything and feeling good for a moment.

From the few times we've 'spoken', I can honestly say that I really enjoy talking to you. And I seriously would like to get to know you better. I, too, feel like I have all these people on my f-list and I read their entries and maybe they read mine, but do I really know them? Do they know me? Do they even want to know me? I've been asking myself that last question about even the people I consider to be 'close friends' a lot lately

[workingforwings]

I... gah, thank you, first off. That was... really nice to recieve.

I really enjoy talking to and care about you too, and I'd love to get to know you better. And for the record, I know I rarely comment, but I do read your journal quite often -- unless I do one of my week-long-don't-read-the-flist jaunts, in which case I pretty much don't read anyone's journal. *laughs*

I understand what you're saying and definitely can sympathise with you and relate to a lot of what you've said.

And definitely the next time I'm actually on a name I can talk on and I spot you, I'll be pouncing you. *smiles* And again: thank you. So much.

[ceruleanblu]

I'm glad. I just... that actually makes me feel better too, knowing that that even helped a little bit.

Yay for pouncing! I'll be sure to glomp you back! *giggle* And you're certainly welcome. Anytime. ♥

[workingforwings]

Ah, I've had that before. Quite often... which is why when I'm breakingest I actively seek out people to break on me... heh.

*giggles madly* All right then. *bounce* And the same goes for you, by the by.

[toofarfromgrace]

I'm sorry I'm not all together at the moment or I'd come up with a coherent response to try to tell you what you mean to me, because God, baby, you mean the world to me, but as it is, as my day's been going, coherency is not possible in any way, shape, form or fashion. I promise when I am coherent again, or at least capable of attempting it, I will come back and try to explain myself, but right now all I can say is... I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you. Totheedgeoftheverseandbackaslongasyou'remineaslongasyouwantmetoandevenafterthatforeverandalways.YouhavetoknowIloveyou,youhavetoknowI'mnevergonnaleaveyou,youhavetoknowI'llnevereverhurtyouscarynightmarestothecontrarynotwithstanding.SorryI'mneverstableforyou,sorryIloststabilityandcan'tgetitback,sorryIcan'tstopleaningonyou,Idon'twanttobreakyoubutIcan'tstopandIloveyouIloveyouIloveyou.Idon'

My Turn...

[kreacherfreak]

Sometimes I wonder if you know how amazing you are. I see people, at my school, when I am at the store, wherever, and they seem to have it together somewhat. But when you get to know them, and it doesn't take long, you notice something. They are totally fake. Yea, there smiling, their wearing their new low rise jeans and low cut T-shirts. But get down to it, it's all just a big facade, all they want is someone to notice them, cause they can't show who they truely are. All you have to do is talk to people, and you amaze them. I first met you in the library, and you were really compfortable there, and because of that you talked to me and I thought you were the least shy person I had met. You seemed braver than me to be honest, I was pretty amazed, usually I put up walls when I first meet people to find out what they are like and try to mimic that as a freind. Henny you crashed my walls and changed me. You wonder ever wonder why the people who know you love you? It's because you amaze them. It kills me sometimes when I am with you and I