My heart is crushed by a former love, can you help me find a way to carry on?

[world_weary]

Random facts about me… I got some of these from Annie… I might have changed them a bit..

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  *I’ve worn glasses since 3rd grade -- my vision is worse than 20/400. It’s the same as my Anniekins’.
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  *I am an anal-retentive perfectionist. As a kid, my stuffed animals had a set order on my bed. If they weren't in that order, I would not sleep.
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  *My mom and I are Lorelai and Emily Gilmore.
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  *I am stereotypically Virgo
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  *My favorite color is red
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  *My vocabulary is vast, and even my mom makes fun of me when i use words such as “quandary”
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  *I have a huge problem with close-minded people.
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  *I’m pretty much a gi-normous loser. I’m totally cool with that.
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  *I would have absolutely no problem with going to IHOP on a first date because i really like waffles.
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  *Most of my time is spent in solitude; mostly, it's pleasant, but other times i just feel plain lonely.
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  *I AM Holden Caulfield.
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  *I associate more with 20-somethings than the members of my own generation.
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  * Although I am French, I don’t enjoy speaking the language.
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  * I don’t trust people one bit until I’ve known them for about 3-5 months.
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  * I’m a panini addict and have no shame in splitting half an Italian panini for half a panini with tomato and mozzarella.
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  *My all time favorite bands are: Jimmy Eat World, The Postal Service, Third Eye Blind, The Ataris, Greenday, Incubus, All-American Rejects, The Goo Goo Dolls, The Shins,  and AFI.
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  * I have no problem wearing Keds. (I know *gasp*)
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  * I have very conservative views, yet I have nothing against homosexuals or bisexuals.
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  * I love listening to All-American Rejects, they're perfect for curing boredom
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  * I felt absolutely no sadness or anguish when Blink-182 broke up.
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  * I’ve read The Catcher in the Rye at least 8 times.
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  * I write poetry, and every single poem I’ve ever written has some deep, dark symbolism behind it.
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  * I have a VERY refined palate.
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  * I have a very high tolerance for caffeine and tend to consider coffee a necessity. I like it strong.
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  * I go to Starbucks so often that the lady there knows me by name.
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  * I spend my math class writing lyrics from the songs-that-are-stuck-in-my-head on my folders, papers, and basically anything I can write on
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  * I am aware that you neither asked to know this information nor wanted to read this long list…