o16 ; look at all the lonely people
...there are a lot of new people arriving, it seems. (Heh, go me, not being able to check up on these journals for ages on end. Uni preparation and all... well, that and Dreamcast-hogging.)
As much as I should be playing the part of the perky, happy cheerleader type nowadays to try and lift everyone's spirits, I'm... I'm just not feeling that energy anymore, you know? Everything's dying, and it just... ._. I dunno. It makes you more and more apathetic by the day, I suppose.
There's a party in a few weeks that I've been asked to spin for, though; maybe that'll help some. I need to brush up on my skills again!
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I want to say something about all this. I want to leap in there, words of encouragement BLAZING~, telling them that everything'll be all right and that we'll encourage whatever decision they want to take, but... mrrrr. It feels too much like prying for my sake.
It is their decision, after all... and I'm just some girl with a bloody turntable that just happened to show up here. What can I do to make them feel better, huh?
If they're more needed here than there, then that's that, I suppose. But... yeah. It's not my place.
As much as I should be playing the part of the perky, happy cheerleader type nowadays to try and lift everyone's spirits, I'm... I'm just not feeling that energy anymore, you know? Everything's dying, and it just... ._. I dunno. It makes you more and more apathetic by the day, I suppose.
There's a party in a few weeks that I've been asked to spin for, though; maybe that'll help some. I need to brush up on my skills again!
[private]
I want to say something about all this. I want to leap in there, words of encouragement BLAZING~, telling them that everything'll be all right and that we'll encourage whatever decision they want to take, but... mrrrr. It feels too much like prying for my sake.
It is their decision, after all... and I'm just some girl with a bloody turntable that just happened to show up here. What can I do to make them feel better, huh?
If they're more needed here than there, then that's that, I suppose. But... yeah. It's not my place.