okay let see if this shit works cuz last time i tryed to update my journal in this class it got so well ummm ahhh idk what to say i didnt sleep last night i st outside my window till like 4 in the morning. fun fun fun no not really i just like smoked my whole pack of cigarettes i was thinking to much as always. the space bar on this stupid computer ( Read more... )

i havent been in the best mood in about 2 or 3 weeks ( Read more... )

hahah i though patricks last update was funny as hell didnt you ( Read more... )

okay so its like 1:36 in the morning and once again i cant sleep (whats new) i saw my ashley today or well yesterday i guess would be correct I LOVE HER!! and and and well we didnt hang out for that long but still at least i got to see her finally after forever and im not gonna get to see her until idk when *tear* =( but it was fun and yeah idk. ( Read more... )

idk why i even update this thing no one even reads it wll they do they just dont commment stupid ppl.. i mean....nice nice fuckers.. i mean haha okay FUCK YOU ALL i mean it come on im waiting ( Read more... )

well im going back home today for like a week only, not that long then ima come back for two weeks ugh idk if ima be able to stay calm being here i mean its okay but being on the computer all the time does get boring and i havent talked to anyone from beach park in soo long i guess they just forgot about me but i guess it happeneds. I HAVE NO ( Read more... )

well its 2:30 in the morning not in the best mood either i feel like weird idk im talking to my friend joe the only one thta is one that actually talks to me. he's pretty kool fun to talk to but i just feel weird at the moment not like sad but weird not tired cant sleep either way ( Read more... )

wow its been so long since ive gotten on this thing its fucking amazing ( Read more... )

hehe hi im at school 7th hour almost time to leave but ummmm i decided to update well I LEFT MY PURSE AT PATRICKS!! so im gonna go get it today i was soo mad tis morning cuz im like dude i have no makeup so i had to look for my other purse were all my no good makeup is but i found a liquid eyeliner and i guess its ok well ummm life is ummmm ok i ( Read more... )

HEY PPL!! IT'S ME!! lol srry im at school and i have nothing to do its so fucking boring over here. gggrrrr i want this school year to end its soo stupid hopeful it will be better next year. i hope i dont fail that would suck ass but i think im gonna have to go to summer school. gggrrrr ..... ppl are so annoying. yeah srry i havent been on in a ( Read more... )