so i deleted the previous entry b/c its exactly what i dont wanna be. i dont wanna do this to myself and im not gonna let something so stupid effect me. i cant change him so im gonna be happy w/ w/e. no use in being down and pathetic. theres much better things i could be doing ( Read more... )

im so bored so ill update! well friday i was off n i slept till like 12 yess love it. n did like nothing the whole day. love it more. then britt came over n we went to the baseball game n thats about it! fun night huh. so sat i ate crawfish! love it always. n comtimplated if i should go to the game so at about the 6th inning i went hehe. n then ( Read more... )

what to write what to write. hmmm i guess ill start w/ how upset i am w/ my class that our senior sweaters will be the same color as our big sis's sweaters. girls girls girls i duno whats wrong w/ some of yall. but w/e nothing to do about it now. so today was pretty fucking boring but when is school not. same ruiteen every day. but during clothing ( Read more... )

i havnt updated in a while bc internet explorer and AOl decided to dispear. i guess its all the virus's my comp has. o well. im so glad the horid week has come to an end. and what? no school this friday? i think so! i will 4ever love 4 day weeks. well this weekend wasnt bad. it made this shit week better. fri night me n gretch made it a gretch/brit ( Read more... )

ill just start out saying i fucking hate chapelle. i cant take this gay fagget school and its rules ne moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. i want it to burn. i got a major n for those of u who r not familar w/ fuckhole catholic school lingo it means 6 demerits which is basically nothing but i get a letter mailed home bc i skipped first period. if i dont get that ( Read more... )

this weekend was blah/chill. didnt rilly do nething exciting. on friday i went to gretchs n slept there but we were like so tired so we didnt do much except read cosmo. then sat kristy came over n we went to marble slab like the fatasses we are. and gretch found sushi n ate it. then i brought gretch to tan and let her drive a lil bit more! then mel ( Read more... )

ive just realized how much people change. how much everything changes. look at ur life a year ago and look at it now. its amazing how diff everything is. the people u hang out with. the things ur doing or not doing. the places u go. its all so different. i guess change is just the way life goes and sometimes its good and sometimes bad.friends have ( Read more... )

i just dont get it. i go out of my way to help someone bc i know thier having a hard time and i feel they need it n all i get is a slap in the face. its like they dont even care. like they have some problem w/ me or sumthin. i mean maybe im overanalyzing but im usually not. i just think its really bitchy and really gay but hey w/e ( Read more... )

happy birthday to u. happy birthday to u. happy birthday dear briiiiitttttttt. HAPPPY BIRTHDAY TO UUUU!! aw hope u had a good one! loveee uuu ( Read more... )

ahhh yes valentines day today. one of the most retarded holidays i must say. unless u have someone to share it with and make the day worthwhile but this year i did not but its ok bc its so cliche neway. haha or i like to think so. but i did get a bathing suit a new bag and some other cute spring break goodies from my mom. haha can always count on ( Read more... )