lalaalalala i haatteee school. like ive just given up. i simply do not care ne more. i mean i duno if its bc ive had 11 years of it or bc its haarrdd. i duno but im skipping classes simply bc i feel like not going, i got a D on a religion test *plz*, i paint my nails in math, and i havnt done ne homework since this quarter has started. i hate ( Read more... )

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so last night was darras party and it was fun. we danced it up and i got to see britt whom i never see which was def a treat:) and me a gretch did our slow dances mmm everyone was terribly jealous! ha and darra looked soo cute ( Read more... )

tomoro is friday and i could not be happier. this week seeemed like the longest ever n it was only 4 days. school is so draining, it takes everything outta me. its like im a totally diff person during school and on the weekends. but yes so i come home to find out im scheduled for king for the ACT. excuse me. since when is chapelle ever full. w/e im ( Read more... )

the past few days have been very entertaining i must say. sat night was def one to remember i had so much fun with everyone and better i realized that im gonna be ok. im over all the drama and im learning to take things one step at a time. mm yes i did kick ass at those games i must say! and i came home at 1:15 and my dad didnt care! what! making ( Read more... )

ahh yes so back to the reality of homework, no sleep, and crappy teachers that i like to call school. my new classes r actually pretty good though. in clothing i'll be making a skirt, a dress, a top, and capris. cute huh! it wont be long b4 i have my own lil store! ha and in pe we chose weight training and eww walking. stupid people. and in my ( Read more... )

mm yes a whole new year! a new beginning....but is it? i mean its just another day. nothings gonna change. i'll still be me and everyone else will still be themselves. i mean sure, 2004 is gone but it doesnt rilly mean that much. this year is gonna be w/e u make out of it so make it good ( Read more... )

so the past few days ive been kinda blah but after someones talk last night im starting to feel a lot better.

mmm so the new year is coming in 2 days and ive been looking at some of the things i do that i hate about myself and i decided to jot down a few resolutions. who knows if i'll keep em but im rilly gonna try.

1. Tell people how i feel ( Read more... )

fuck people fuck everyones opinion and fuck assholes who think their so fuckin great im gonna do what i want when i want and i dont care what ne one has to say about it. im gonna start living life my way.

im so tired of everyone and everything. im so tired people secretly hating me. just tell me how you fucking feel. and im tired of people being too pussy to show their feelings. and im tired of people pretending to care. and im tired of people lying. and im tired of people making promises they cant keep. but most of all im tired of myself. i try to ( Read more... )