a.n.t.i..l.o.v.e.r.s..d.a.y

[worthless_smile]

so yea today didnt start out to great with getting into an argument with my mom before i went to catch the bus. then i get to school and everyone in my school has aleast a bf or gf, so seeing them all walk around with them and all loveydouby and everyone talking about homecoming still eating chocolates and carring roses and stuffed animals...it

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[kingunderworld]

you know, you have to realize being the new one in a distant area is always difficult... but honneslty your problems didn't come with you from jersey and thinking negetivly about it won't help either. death isn't a blessing, it's an end. to everything. not just the bad, but the good as well. and until you understand that, then theres no hope to an end for your problems. you need to end them, not some stupid knife or a car accident. fitting in takes time, patience and experiences. your still new, so let them do as they please and just talk when you have something good to say any you'll always be in a good boat.

[worthless_smile]

i honestly wanna come to ob and give you a hug. i miss you to death. and i was like crying when i was reading these comments. i guess i was never a new kid, i live in ob my entire life, i never moved, i thought i would have died in the house i grew up in. i never wondered what it was liek being new or going to a new school... but tony there is a problem from jersey that did travel with me and i wish i would have left it there, becky def knows what im talking about...

i love you tony and i know i have to wait and understand everything and i just need to relize taht for once i am the new kid. but im not changing myself for them. this just really sucks...

[wantingusomuch]

babe!!!!!!! i miss you to death! i wish there was more i could do for ya. right now i'm just a virtual shoulder to cry o and i hate that i can't be sitting next to you holding you up =[ it sucks. i know you're having troubles with the jerk, but don't give up. tomorrow is another day. another chance. don't be depressed about this. you know you can find someone else. you said it yourself. it'll just take a little time. that's all. i'm missing you like cray. you have no idea. =[ I LOVVEEEEE YOUUUU!!!!!!!!!

[worthless_smile]

and you and i both know ive been using that virtual shoulder very much lately...i wish you were here..no strach that, i wish i can be home. and ive been waiting everyday for tomorrow, and for that other chance. i guess i havent seen the brighter side of things in a while that im just so used to being depressed about everything and taking everything to heart. and yes i did say myself that i can find someone else out there.
i miss you like crazy too.
evol youuu!

[cloggedxdrain]

brittneyyy =[

this made me so sad. tony's right. distance is avery hard thing.

you'll fit in with your school eventually. NOTHING lasts forever, so eventually this rough time will end, and brittney could be happy again. i can't wait for that . its so upsetting to see you so sad all the time. you need to come back to old brsige for a weekened or something. we'll show you how to be happy =]

i love you and miss you sister in laww

[worthless_smile]

and we both know that nothing lasts forever...and i want to see the light at the end of the tunnel, the rough time just stop. i want to see it. im not a pacient person, and i want this to end so i can get on with my life and i can be happy again. i loved being happy about life,and everything else taht goes along with it. and its really a downer for me and im sorry you guys that im down in the dumps and you guys have to hear about it cuz its not liek you can see me anymore. i do need to come back to ob, but i think if i ever did come back, i would be even more devastated taht i did move and that i dont live there anymore, and saying goodbye for another time. i dont think i can do it. im not saying im not going to ever come back but once i get back to myself i will.

i love ya too and miss you my SISTER IN LAWWW!