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after 10 fights and losing my voice and pretty much cursing my mom off, i actually was able to go. to indianapolis that is. it was part of a bday gift for me becuase i wanted to go so badly. but 7/8/06 DCI came to Indiana and i really wanted to go and see it. but the main part was so i can see my best guy friend.


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mhmmm yea.

turns out i might be seeing him in like 2 weeks! im so excited. i miss him. and being on the phone with him for 2 hours [all together] cuz of the bad connection between the different states. made me relize how much he cares and how much i care about him. and if my mom agrees for me to drive like 3 hours to indiana i can see him instead of august.  ( Read more... )

things never work out for the better on my part. im the one in the end that ends up heartbroken anyway...why though? im a good person arent i? why should the nice ones always finish last...

im sorry.  im sorry for acting like a bitch. if you havent relized already...i am one?

he knows who this entry is for.

What a night/morning. <3

Oh boy.... lets see, i basically lost my password to this thing like a while back and finally reseted it with my lovely debis help cuz my computer hates me.

okay update like whoa.

i went home... incase you didnt notice.... or find out from people. i was there like june 8th to the 14th. it went by so fast, but the funny part was, i really didnt have a ( Read more... )

"we managed to get over that, and a hell of alot of drama, but i knew i could come to you with all of my silly drama and you helped me with all of it."

will we ever get over this stupid drama we are caught in now and be what we used to be?
but truthfully i dont even kno if i want to set myself up for disappointment again.

You Will Die at Age 58
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