Trust..takes a long time to gain..but can be lost in a second.

I almost lost everything but I gained as well. On a day I have been waiting for for so long...I keep thinking about the one thing i wish i never did. They will never look at me the same way again.

my feet are cold... its scary to be loved. i will explain later.

Anyways... Last night, Josh and I had our first date. He came and picked me up and met my parents. (My Dad didn't give him the "if you hurt her I will hunt you down and squash you like a grape" speech---thank goodness). We went to the Regal and saw the way late, 10:30 showing of Ladder 49--Good movie, but I wasn't really paying attention to it. ( Read more... )

This past weekend was pretty fun. Friday night i went to the Royal football game and then went with a bunch of friends to go see The Grudge. Josh came along with Xander, Brian, and Cris.. and i sat by him.*lets out a huge sigh* Then on Saturday I went to the Sum 41/ Good Charlotte concert with Bev, April, and Brittany. It was awesome! And Sunday I ( Read more... )

Josh asked me to go to winter formal with him!!!!!!!!!!! Whoo hoo.Its still not for a long time..but I really wanted him to ask me. anyways thats the highlight of my day. I finally came out and asked him about his gf in PA. He said yes he does have one out there but their relationship is going downhill and its just not going well. I just don't want ( Read more... )

Josh asked me to go to winter formal with him!!!!!!!!!!! Whoo hoo.Its still not for a long time..but I really wanted him to ask me. anyways thats the highlight of my day. I finally came out and asked him about his gf in PA. He said yes he does have one out there but their relationship is going downhill and its just not going well. I just don't want ( Read more... )

It is Friday night and I really wanted to go to the Homecoming game but my parents made me stay home to babysit. Oh well, I guess I will study for the PSAT thats tomorrow morning...ugh ( Read more... )

Why hello there... Saturday was sooooo much fun at the relay for life.. I stayed in a tent with Brittany, sharie, Tom, Nick, and Cris. We had a blast with tickle fights and everything. I walked 3 hours worth (well kinda) and I got a shin splint.. but thats okay cause it was for a good cause. Lethina performed her hawiian dance. Josh, Brian, and ( Read more... )

Hi. Um...a new week has started..but not much has happened. Yesterday was fun... I went to the drama group and already got a part in the play. They are a community theatre action team that perform more serious plays. For example, the one we are working on is called "Where is tanya" and its about abusive relationships. They also just did one on ( Read more... )

The storekeeper took my heart, priced it ( Read more... )