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[worthyoflove01]

That's it. I've hit my breaking point. I can't take this anymore. I'm tired of waking up every morning and faking this stupid smile... it hurts to much to pretend the hurt isn't there. I'm not good enough for guys. I'm not good enough for my family. And I'm not good enough for myself anymore

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[anonymous]

amanda, please. you can't do this. this is the worst feeling in the world. im already far away enough as it is and when you write these overly depressing, heart wrenching entrees, it does NOTHING but create more un-needed sadness for me. I miss you too girl...and no it won't be the same. But there IS one thing that will always remain constant and thats love. We're best friends. always always and always. And if that doesn't make you smile then I don't know WHAT DOES. lol God has blessed you. He loves you. and throughout the pain and sadness..you just have to sit back every now and then and realize that. Sorry I didn't call tonight...I feel like my nose is going to fall off (im so sick) but please. We're both praying for eachother...and thats all you need now.

Prayer.

Hang in there...you're doing it! -Jen

[worthyoflove01]

i love you jennifer.