Have you ever meant a person and you're not sure why but you know that you just don't want that person near you? well there's this dude at work and he's really nice but i just don't want Him to speak to me. Its awful isn't it? i mean he comes by to tell me somrthing and i just want to scream "Don't speak to me" i know i'm awful, but i just can't ( Read more... )

I'm not a liar, but i'm not exactly honest. I'm scared of being alone and of letting anyone get to close, because i usually don't know people very long. The only people who know the real me are my mom brother sister and cousin. they see eme cry they see me laugh and they know what makes me smile. I love almost everyone instantly but i'm always ( Read more... )

I love the cold. Lighting a fire drinking hot chocolate and talking about your day. Man that is what i love. but if i have to leave my house i HATE THE COLD. stay warm.

I got the job i've been asking for. I am now employed at RBFCU. Its so awesome. I can now help my family out again and it makes me very happy. God heard me cry out on behalf of my family and answered. but i realize that i seem to think that i can only trust God when I get what i want. Even in blessing me God took time to expose the mistrust i have ( Read more... )

I am thankful for so much this year ( Read more... )

Yesterday my mom and i were in the kitchen and started talking about my grandmas old church. Then we busted out singing in spanish. it was wierd! MY mom and i singing in spanish was just odd. The only spanish i really know is all about la sangre de christo. Well adios, te amo!

I had been feeling all stessed and stuff. But now i am back to normal. I know that GOd is going to do a great work in all of us and things will be okay. I no longer have to live in fear of the unknown. My family is going to be okay and Gods going to give me an awesome job that will allow me to bless people the way He wants. I can't stand not having ( Read more... )

Yesterday was the worst day i have had in a long time. Yet it was awesome. Let me explain. I went to work at around 7:00 am and was so mad at my boss. She just kept yelling at me for stuff i didn't do. i got off a 11:00am and pulled up in my driveway to be met by an officer telling me he was there to serve a warrant that i didn't even know i had. ( Read more... )

I noticed everyone really seems to enjoy spewing expletives. I have to say i am shocked and appalled by all the gratuitous cussing. okay not really. But the obscenities sure did fill the pot scented air. I have actually really enjoyed hearing everyone go crazy. I just wish i got to go through the house. But alas my time is spent getting better ( Read more... )

REality house is so freakin blessed. God is going to totally dominate. Lives are going to be blessed and the enemies going to get crushed. Is there a better way to spend your halloween?