today is my last day of classes. SCORE 1! i just finished my first final too. SCORE 2! my voice lesson went pleasantly well today! SCORE 3! i turned in my recital stuff and i have the 12 i need! SCORE 4! i turned in my translations and my teacher loved them! SCORE 5! i wrote my haiku for fresh seminar in 2 minutes! SCORE 6! that's...count 'em... 6 ( Read more... )

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o wow, it was so amazing to see chris, even if it was only for 3 days...i miss him so much. he's already back up at psu. i'm not even leaving MO until 2:25...ah well. i just want it to be xmas break. i am getting a car though. a used black honda CR-V. and i should be driving it back to NC after xmas break. my current plan for break is to get a ride ( Read more... )

i just poured my heart out to sarah on her lj website. it's the only way i can get in touch with her short of calling her mom or sending her rents a letter to forward to her. which may be my next step. i know i said it wasn't worth it if she felt the way she did, but after 2 months, it still bothers me. i can't just leave things the way they are. i ( Read more... )

i don't even know why i write in here anymore, no one ever reads it. and looking thru my friends and seeing sarah writing as if nothing's wrong. i know it's been 2 months already since our fight. she doesn't even care. i know she knows how much i hurt, she's probably happy that i hurt because, in her eyes, it's justice for whatever she feels i've ( Read more... )

tired. just got back from charleston, sc where i spent the last day with my rents, my sis and andy. YAY! it was so great to see everybody....i'm gonna crash. lata y'all

uh yeah...so anyway. not much is going on here in NC. it's raining. woopteedoo. my hands are killing me cuz i had almost 4 hours of straight "hand-usage" today. half an hour of piano lessons, handbells, practice piano, half an hour of piano lessons. it sucked. but i finally got my absentee ballot notorized and mailed today. I VOTED! w00t! kudos to ( Read more... )

so i need to update. uhm. things are interesting. chris and i had a "fight" two nights ago. it was more me getting really pissed at him because he broke a promise he made about drinking. things are a little wierd now but i think it'll all be ok. i actually talked to lisa about it and everything seemed ok! i think she may actually be on her way to ( Read more... )

so last night became interesting...we sang at our concert, got out of there late, the dance ended early so we didn't even get to go, my dress broke so i had to wear something else, and we ended up going to IHOP at midnight. yeah. it was fun tho. i'm super tired. i'll prolly take a nap after singing at the football game. no wait, i have to do ( Read more... )

so now that i'm over myself, over the fight, but not over the sadness, i guess it's time i write in here again. i don't care if she reads this, actually i WANT her to read it so that she knows i still care about her like crazy, no matter what she thinks about me or has said to me. i still care ( Read more... )