so chruch ppl are suppose to be honost and nice.. and all that shit.. but last sunday i was suppose ot work like 5 hours.. and i show up and their like.. oh um we dont need you.. musta been a commmunication mistake.. i was soooooo MAD!!! so this sunday i really just dont wanna show up and when they get all mad.. be like.. oh im sorry it was a ( Read more... )

i'm watching 7th Heaven.. and its really really stupid.. ruthie is being lechtured for saying bad things bout Abe Lincon and George Washington.. lol.. this show sux!.. tonight i am going to Sue's (fake) Sweet 16!!.. i am sooo excited :) yay HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then tmrw i am prob. going to the mall with melz to get homecoming ( Read more... )

keebs is so right and i love her.. which ironically makes me sadder.. bc altough we have a class together now :) it made me realize that i had a greaet yr last yr bc of the ppl.. and i hardly see any of those ppl anymore.. not that i dont love the ppl i see now... its just like i never see keebs or mawee or even kitty... nd i hadrly see becca ( Read more... )

omg i havent updated in forever.. thats because nothing really is happening. school is stressfull.. which i noe is stupid bc its not like am in the hardest classes but i get stressed easily, and latly i cant help but feel that everything is shitty. but w.e :) smile and move along.. so like i said nothing intresting yea thats all.. ill probably like ( Read more... )

Dee ya this is for you.. so u better read it!... on the bottom of updating it says... Securtiy.. with a drop box.. go to Friends.. then to add friends just go to the main thingy that says like Jounral.. mange.. balh blah .. and go to manage.. then go to friends.. i dunno y i am posting this instead just telling you.. lol.. OS U BETTER READ AND ( Read more... )

Whoa they changed the format!! i havent updated in a while.. school has been alot work.. or maybe i jsut procrastinate till its like soo much work!.. lol.. i have a busy week.. for once in my life i am not just coming home and watching Tv eveyrday. I have riding twice a week.. (monday and wedn.) theni have yearbook (on either Tues or Wedn) and ( Read more... )

Sooo i am alot better.. things like that just got away in me for a while.. and then it builds up! nd i have another breakdown.. i do it cuz their just so darn fun!!! no just kidding... but besides all that today was a good day... cept that i jsut read my comments.. and i love mawee soo much.. :) and kitty :) anyways.. yea i have a lesson today and ( Read more... )

so today i had an utterly embarrassing breakdown after school.. i honostly don't have a clue whats wrong with me..just the other day i was thinking.. oh so this is what it feels like to be happy.. then in 9th period i started to feel like i was in a dream.. and i was acting all crazzy like.. then after school... i couldn't form a sentence.. was ( Read more... )

i am in study hall 6th period... katie is sitting next to me checking her grades... whoo hooo.. i am suppose to be studing for my 'pop quiz' in chem next period but instead Katie showed me someones xanga and we got all caught up in this shit! and i just felt the need to update :) i am soo bored today is going by VERY slowly.. and my hair is all ( Read more... )

OK ppl.. i want you to answer these questions TOTALLY honostly.. u can do it anynomously.. if you would like.. but be honost ( Read more... )