I've had a rough month And I've managed to barely gain any weight despite somewhat normal eating habits But as weird as it seems, I miss my ED like a lot. I don't know in a weird way it made me feel stronger, like I could do something that not most people could do and basically no one would know...it was my little secret. And I cant not have it anymore
i don't want to lie to you anymore, thats why i havent. i have avoided the subject. i dont want you worrying about me. my parents found out. im getting worried about enough. i think im getting my psychologist back *yay* well kind of. i think its going to be a different one too which will suck a bunch but yeah. i dont know if youre still talking to me or whatever. i hope you are. and i hope your not mad at me. its not like "allison throws up her food because of merry or anything." its a problem.
Heyy, I unadded you before because I was going to get a whole different journal and just do that one, but i stayed w/ this one, so i'll add u if u add me back
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And I've managed to barely gain any weight despite somewhat normal eating habits
But as weird as it seems, I miss my ED like a lot. I don't know in a weird way it made me feel stronger, like I could do something that not most people could do and basically no one would know...it was my little secret. And I cant not have it anymore
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