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[wouldbeorange]

anyone ever just wanna do somethin crazy or stupid? i wanna everyday but the urge is getting stronger lately. about getting away from everything i don't know anymore i'm so confused, i think i will just try and have the best time i can here. i don't want to leave but a part of me feels i have to cause i'm dieing on the inside. anyone feel the same

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[shortsquirt85]

there is one more thing i have to get off my mind....

i dont know if u were refering to me when u asked why people push away and hide but i know i do it. wanna know my main problem?....i dont know how to be a good friend with you. i dont know how much is too much. and i get this guilty feeling when things do go good between us because i feel like i am holding you back from other people. and not only do i look like the bad guy but also a tease and i hate that. maybe i guess i am more compfortable when things arent so good between us its not that i like it that way but i dont know what to do. i freak out. because i hate turning you down all the time it really does hurt to.

ok ill wait for ur reply cause i dont know what else to say

[onenonlykrystle]

josh i know the feeling actaully u know now i have a bf and everythign sometimes it dont even feel right doesnt feel like im with him just things are weird i wish things with other people woulda have worked out cuz things suck so much sometimes from being sooo perfect to soo bad in such a short period of tim eu go somewhere far aaway? take me thanks :) i know how u feel tho

[_krystina_]

sup lets get drunk

J-funk....

[brandedgraph]

Your ventures in and out of sanity can be attributed to your age. Things even out eventually....somewhat....try finding a productive outlet for all your emotion....and no Im not refering to kicking Sean's ass! 6 days brother....I expect the heineken chilled at 40 degreez in my honor for when I arrive.

[wouldbeorange]

it will be exactly 40 degrees for you