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so... by this time i've broken up with robyn. and hooked up with krasin. am i write?
i'll make this short.
so if i remember correctly it was at zach's party. yes it was. i remeber this because it was the second time i had ever smoked weed. hahaha, funny stuff. i remember getting home completely baked. and i completely forgot about the party. so i didn't even know if i was going or not, cause i hadn't asked. asked my da he said yes. but it took him a while to answer. he couldn't stop looking at me. i was caught. w/e. like fifteen minutes later my mom tells me that josh is at the door. originally i had planned on gettin a ride from cam, but josh offered to give me a ride instead. even though he actually said he'd take me to the party it took me a while to figure out what he was saying, being baked and all.
so i finished gettin ready and we left for the party. we were kind of early so josh decided to take a few trips around the block. i was so dizzy. i couldn't take anymore of it. we had to stop. he wanted to know why so i told him. he didn't believe me. but we stopped and went inside anyway. not that many people were there yet. but there were a couple of familiar faces.
after a while everyone else arrived. then the fun began. i figured since a couple of hours had passed my high would have been gone. and i really didn't feel it anymore, so i decided to have a couple drinks... bad idea. reeeeeeeaally bad idea. i was messed up in minutes. and i only had like two drinks. man. anyway later on that night josh and kenny pulled me aside to have a talk. i don't remember much of what they were saying but i do rememer the part about krasin. that sticks out like crazy. they were talking about how school was over and how krasin hadn't kissed anyone yet. whcich was true, but i still didn't know why they were bringing it up, until they said it. they wanted me to kiss her. i my head i was like."WTF?!!" how could i kiss krasin? that would just be weird. so i told them no. come on, she's my best friend. in my head i actually thougt about it for a while. why ask me? i mean what did they think get gio and krasin drunk and they'll make-out with each other?! lmao.
so i'm past my crazy side of my drunken state. now i'm slowing down. someone had the bright idea of going into the pool. which led to everybody being in the pool. it wasn't as cold as i thought it would have been. the pool had this waterfall thingy at the deep end. so i swam to it. i don't know if i met krasin there or if she follwed me. all i know is that we were there. we were wasted. completely wasted. so we started talking about stuff. i really don't know what we were talking about. all i knew was that something weird was about to happen. cause i looked to the other end of the pool and almost everyone was gone. then mind mind went back to kenny and josh. i didn't think to much of it. then it happened. we kissed. well she kissed me. it was funny though cause i ws like," what was that?" i never would have expected it. and then we just started making out. for a while a guess. anyways i remember alyssa coming by where we were. i have no idea what she was saying. i can't remember. all i know is that i left them talking, and walked out of the pool. zach's dad came up to me and same something about me pitching a tent. i didn't know what that meant. lol. for the rest of the night i was in a daze. more like shock. i couldn't believe what had happened. mccoy asked me if i was alright. i gave some excuse about everyone leving for school. i lied. whatever. anyway's that was just the beginning of a string of things.
i'll make this short.
so if i remember correctly it was at zach's party. yes it was. i remeber this because it was the second time i had ever smoked weed. hahaha, funny stuff. i remember getting home completely baked. and i completely forgot about the party. so i didn't even know if i was going or not, cause i hadn't asked. asked my da he said yes. but it took him a while to answer. he couldn't stop looking at me. i was caught. w/e. like fifteen minutes later my mom tells me that josh is at the door. originally i had planned on gettin a ride from cam, but josh offered to give me a ride instead. even though he actually said he'd take me to the party it took me a while to figure out what he was saying, being baked and all.
so i finished gettin ready and we left for the party. we were kind of early so josh decided to take a few trips around the block. i was so dizzy. i couldn't take anymore of it. we had to stop. he wanted to know why so i told him. he didn't believe me. but we stopped and went inside anyway. not that many people were there yet. but there were a couple of familiar faces.
after a while everyone else arrived. then the fun began. i figured since a couple of hours had passed my high would have been gone. and i really didn't feel it anymore, so i decided to have a couple drinks... bad idea. reeeeeeeaally bad idea. i was messed up in minutes. and i only had like two drinks. man. anyway later on that night josh and kenny pulled me aside to have a talk. i don't remember much of what they were saying but i do rememer the part about krasin. that sticks out like crazy. they were talking about how school was over and how krasin hadn't kissed anyone yet. whcich was true, but i still didn't know why they were bringing it up, until they said it. they wanted me to kiss her. i my head i was like."WTF?!!" how could i kiss krasin? that would just be weird. so i told them no. come on, she's my best friend. in my head i actually thougt about it for a while. why ask me? i mean what did they think get gio and krasin drunk and they'll make-out with each other?! lmao.
so i'm past my crazy side of my drunken state. now i'm slowing down. someone had the bright idea of going into the pool. which led to everybody being in the pool. it wasn't as cold as i thought it would have been. the pool had this waterfall thingy at the deep end. so i swam to it. i don't know if i met krasin there or if she follwed me. all i know is that we were there. we were wasted. completely wasted. so we started talking about stuff. i really don't know what we were talking about. all i knew was that something weird was about to happen. cause i looked to the other end of the pool and almost everyone was gone. then mind mind went back to kenny and josh. i didn't think to much of it. then it happened. we kissed. well she kissed me. it was funny though cause i ws like," what was that?" i never would have expected it. and then we just started making out. for a while a guess. anyways i remember alyssa coming by where we were. i have no idea what she was saying. i can't remember. all i know is that i left them talking, and walked out of the pool. zach's dad came up to me and same something about me pitching a tent. i didn't know what that meant. lol. for the rest of the night i was in a daze. more like shock. i couldn't believe what had happened. mccoy asked me if i was alright. i gave some excuse about everyone leving for school. i lied. whatever. anyway's that was just the beginning of a string of things.