Struggling to keep on all fours the wounded dragon, tries to take to the sky once more. In his last ounce of strength his arms buckle under his massive weight sending him to the ground with a broken thud. His heads bounces several times before disappearing into the cloud of dust. The dust particles cling to the blood covering his body making him ( Read more... )

Remember all the times that we used to play ( Read more... )

I don’t understand… I am just so sore tired. It hurts to even think about moving my body. I can’t even think about work for another 7 hours. I just want to not move at all. No movement, at all, for the rest of my life. I want to just sit and watch my life pass me by. I don’t know what is bringing this on but I think it has to do with the victims in ( Read more... )

I being shut out by the only person i need the most and she doesn't care. i hate my life and i don't need to take this anymore. i want it all to stop. i want all this to go away. and for that to happen i need to just drop out of her life now and forever. she doesn't want me in her life now, she has made that perfectly clear by closing me out. and ( Read more... )

Day 1069 ( Read more... )

Have you ever been so close to someone that their soul actually tells you what they want even though the person says nothing? You all probably have no clue what I am talking about, so I’ll turn it into a little story ( Read more... )

Yes Techno!! The only music that contain no musical instruments of any kind just computer making rather odd sounds in which the Fucked up human brain translates as music. Even voices can me completely artificial. I think my favorite artist. (Notice Artist not musician) Is a man known as benny benassy, him and a man known as DJ Scooter. Both men are ( Read more... )

Seems like I can’t do anything right once again. All I wanted to do was talk to Amanda and tell how I feel and once again rely on her to make me feel better as I once did. It is 9:47 pm my time so that would make it 8:47 am her time. If she went to bed at 12 that means that she has gotten about 8 hours of sleep, give or take. I call her and once ( Read more... )

As I sit her eating my gummy worms I sit and think of how much I love Amanda. But something is on my mind and it has to be said. The other day she told me that she would no longer see Steven and she would only talk to her over the phone. But (unfortunately there is a “but”) She just went to the beach with him yesterday. What am I suppose to think? ( Read more... )

Today i made the most difficult decision in my life. I have been up for 27 hours and i have not eaten within that time. Not only did that make me angry (Because i hate the Navy now) I had to work all day out side of the ship to do something that is Absolutely pointless ( Read more... )