well all i gots to say about this is, you cant lead matt on if you dont think anything may happen b/w you 2. hes a sensitive person and thats like the worst thing anyone could do to somebody. and you have to realize that nothing is gonna happen b/w u and christian, you are like always leaving the decision all up to him, i know its hard but your life does not revolve around him. if he sais no realtionship then forget about him and move on, and he has NO right to get mad at you for hangin out with other guys/ doing shit with other guys cause #1. he does it to you and #2. there is no relationship with u2 so he doesnt control your life, which it seems thats what hes tryn to do.
i honewstly wan't trying to lead matt on, i thought that he was a guy that i could like, but i need some time to think about everythign, i mean i have more going on in my life than what's happening with matt, and he needs to realize that. and i was trying to figure things out but he wa just pushing things on me, so i was going along with it thinking that the more that i get to know him the more that i would like him, and it just didnt work out that way. i just think that it would be better if we were freinds, b/c i know that its not fair to him if i would date him but we would both have that idea in the back of our heads about christian and i'm not gonna stop hanging out with him for anything so i guess it's better to just be freinds.
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