I was sitting in the big leather library chairs tonight. It's probably one of my favorite places on this compus. A bat flew over my head and made squeaking noises. I was struck by the urge to take off my clothes and be naked. My sweater collar sorta felt like it was choking me and it didn't feel good. But then my skin would have stuck to the ( Read more... )

I really like what Andrew wrote when he said ( Read more... )

Self destruction seems like a truley romantic endevor. The willingness to allow yourself to slowly fall apart in the name of some other cause is just appealing. People who stay up untill ungodly hours of the night in order to study are romantics...but they don't know it. The dishevelled coffee drinker in the morning should be a diety. I feel ( Read more... )

I'm really starting to dislike waking up. It's getting really hard to make myself get out of bed. Today I turned my alarm clock off and almost went back to sleep, which would have been a minor disaster. Days would go better if the morning started better. The good thing is that my mom usually doesn't wake up untill I'm headed out the door for ( Read more... )

We talked about video taping yourself doing odd things. It was funny. Then Bess smoked with the moo cows. They were loud and sickly...she was fine and dandy.

It rained yesterday. I was happy. So happy in fact that I didn't get out of my pajamas unitll around 3:00. On top of all this my parents left too. That made me exstatic. Bess and I walked Coaltrain and had cigarrets. It was pretty nice. Bruce Lewis said that it's good that I'm self assured, but I really should't be because I haven't done ( Read more... )

I was inspired to do many things today. First, this morning, I got the inspiration to suscribe to the "New York Times". So I did, and I'm all the better for it. And in psychology i was inspired to learn as much as i possibly could about tribal people. I really want to know about primitivism all the sudden. I was also inspired to use the word " ( Read more... )

For one instant everything became so totally pointless. In a brief little second it was like a scratch in the foogy ice. He saw through the hard shell of apearance and underneith was a well of necessary suffering. Below the frozen gleaming surface, where the frost is wiped away, is a most terrible thing. Nous ( Read more... )

If you really want to feel good about yourself you should go to Jack in the Box and order the bacon ultimate cheeseburger.

I really wonder whether or not it's important to make a point. I'm starting to think that it isn't because what the fuck do people care, what the fuck does anything matter if people don't care. Trying to say something is wrong. It all ends up becoming swill. Day in and day out words FAIL me. They're drugs used to make thoughts slower, to make ( Read more... )